HER SPILLS

Back to square 1.

2012-01-11T06:42:00.003+08:00

What am I up to lately?

This lass is now an official student of CFS IIUM PJ. 18 years old (still 13 at heart) and currently clueless and hopeless. To be honest, I'm a wee bit lost here. Everything is fantastic so far and I'm currently surviving! But then again, back to asrama life, the awesome thing is that this place is nearer to home compared to Langkawi. (well, duh) Class starts today and I'm hoping everything will turn out just fine, insyaAllah! :-)

Au Revoir.

2011-12-31T08:56:00.007+08:00

Ha-ha! It's already the 31st December!

There's nothing much to say about this year, except that 2011 had been a hell of a ride! Well, not hell, prolly heaven? Ok prolly not. So, it had been a wonderful.. Would you call it wonderful with those moments where you just feel like choking yourself to death by using Famous Amos cookies due to the uncontrollable stress? Ok. Mhm.. We'll just say, it had been a full-of-experience ride, even though it doesn't make sense. Right. Thank you Allah for this year!

I can't be arsed to elaborate more or summarized this year, like the old days. Till then! Happy New Year!

May 2012 be better than 2011! InsyaAllah. :-)

No Title.

2011-12-23T14:19:00.015+08:00

Bonjour. I'm really good at neglecting things lately.. including this blog of mine. It would be really a miracle if I somehow rejuvenate my blogging skills again.

So, wazzapening? I have an L in hand! Next up, the driving classes & shit. But I swear, I'm gonna snuggle myself under a few layers thick of winter clothing because the room is that freezing cold and will be sleeping instead. Just smashin'! I find myself awaken by morning texts each day that naturally carves a smile on my face and the to-do list from mother. That pretty much brightened up my day, literally. Had the chance to watch STOMP in KLCC kudos to Kak Ngah, everything starting from the story line and dancing and steps were the same since the last time I saw it which was around 5 years ago. I still enjoyed it! ..with a few mild naps. Endless movies and TV shows kept me occupied the whole month until I have no longer have any God damn ideas on what to do. & Been cooking lunch and dinner each day to revamp my forgotten cooking skills because boarding schools doesn't supply a kitchen for the students. Not that I care now..

What else? Comic Fiesta, Mission Impossible 4, Senior Night.. Everything compiled in a day, probably the best day ever, even though it was slightly filled with embarrassing moments. But still, managed to catch up with the in-news and whatnots. Love! And the day after, I was with Asma, lost in China Town in Cheras (prolly I was the one that was lost) and watched Alexander's showcase.. Being a non-KPop fan, drowned in a sea of KPop fans literally shrieking Xander's name perpetually, it was plain horrid. I swear. Thank God my other half was there to keep me occupied via phone or else, I'd be sitting like a hobo somewhere in the VIP pit while the others were singing along and going bonkers to some foreign tunes that I hardly give a damn about. He wasn't even hot. Period.

And hey! It's nearly the end of the month/year. Conclusion? December has been an unproductive month. Bravo Aisyah, Bravo!

Throw Me Up.

2011-12-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

Had an urge to blog, but currently at the wretched phase where you just wish to vanish into thin air without any valid reasons.

Something alike.

2011-12-14T10:34:00.001+08:00

“ And as we stray further from love
We multiply the words,
Words and sentences long and orderly.
Had we remained together
We could have become a silence.”
-Yehuda Amichai, (trans. Assia Gutmann) from “Quick and Bitter ”

The Long Distance Relationship

2011-12-09T20:18:00.003+08:00

Watch-worthy! Kudos to Raqib!

Can of Worms.

2011-12-04T17:17:00.011+08:00

“Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you’ll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. Even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope for something good to come along. Something to make you feel connected, to make you feel whole, to make you feel loved.”
— Charlie Kaufman

Every single meager time I tried to key something in. I tend to erase it, just like how I would love to erase all those memories that corrupted my callow mind. I'm all melancholic, supposed to be all cheery and jubilant now I'm over and done with SPM and freed from that little island. But hey, that's life! A few countable mild bumps here and there won't hurt, would it?

& Look ma! Your lil' girl have graduated!

:-)

2011-11-04T13:15:00.000+08:00

2011-10-24T12:35:00.001+08:00

PLEASE MAKE UP YOUR MIND.

Lying to me won't do any good.

2011-10-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

Lets do a lil' count down, shall we? 25 days left.

:-)

2011-10-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

As you opened your eyes after a good night sleep, say Alhamdulillah, that you're still alive and there's a whole new day ahead of you for improvement.

2011-09-22T10:12:00.000+08:00

Keluarga 69.

A Hatred Letter.

2011-09-22T10:08:00.001+08:00

I'm pissed off. Just keyed in a full length essay of my week and the stupid internet suddenly failed me. & The post vanished. Just. Like. That.

Raya!

2011-09-02T13:02:00.002+08:00

Before I forget..

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir + Batin.

I've never truly wished a happy eid to you lot.

Lost.

2011-08-29T00:40:00.004+08:00

Aint being a tad bit productive at all lately.

I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to do.

Homeworks? Studying? I think I'm just gonna do some headbangin'.

Need.

2011-08-26T11:06:00.003+08:00

Just found the perfect dress for Annual Dinner. The theme is vintage. Hopefully they have still have em' in stock. All hail Zara.

***

2011-08-17T12:59:00.003+08:00

Absence makes the heart grow fonder, oui?

Again, I apologize for the longggggg MIA. SPM and school have been keeping me occupied like, entirely for the previous months till I no longer have anytime to spare for blogging. Anyways, Selamat Berpuasa semua! Hope you guys will enjoy to the max fasting and performing tarawih, who knows, this might be the last year you'll be fasting.. Cherish your Ramadhan.

Will be going back on the 25th, so, watch out! Aisyah might be.. in your wardrobe playing hide and seek.

Live It Up.

2011-06-29T00:46:00.007+08:00

Back in business. Not fancying every single meager bit of anything under the keyword of school. Thank God I'm still standing firmly on the ground with full blast of gravity pulling me downwards. Or else I'd be on a verge of a hilltop, waiting for something or to be precise, a someone to somehow land me a hand.. and rescue me. Now I'm back, safely at home after an hour of horrid flight from Langkawi, I'm wishing for momentous 2 nights at home.. Then, I'll be shoving my arse to Perlis to meet up with my fellow team mates on Thursday and immediately proceed to Terengganu for a mere 3 days for Maths Carnival.

World, be prepared. My beastly alter ego will find its exit.

2011-06-02T21:50:00.001+08:00

The smell after rain
The feeling after crying
The sound after a second chance

The Usual.

2011-06-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

Those missing jigsaw puzzles are finally found.

Oui?

2011-06-02T08:44:00.002+08:00

Whats not to love? A week or so away from being isolated behind bars with tons of tense moments that filled your helpless brain endlessly. I'm elated. Overjoyed. Insert more useless synonyms here. The past few months have been, shall I say, just fine? Aint sure. The continuous exams left the head a bit slow this holiday and the homework are trashed aside for a mo or two. But somehow will have to finish it all off before the due date or I'll see my arse being kicked to Christmas Island. Whatever it is, time for me to enjoy the holidays to the fullest before being placed back on that archipelago.

Go on and carve that grin on your face.

2011-05-03T11:44:00.004+08:00

I swear MRSM Langkawi is the only place I'd like to be at the mo. Meh, I lied. Semester exam is just around the corner, and no I haven't got my seat belt tighten yet nor a car to ride on.. That didn't make sense. I aint got any aptitude to flaunt to you lot, I'm sorry. I'm just an uncouth lass, kindred to a monotonous sloth that you see in the zoo.

TO BE CONTINUED.

English lesson had just ended :B

Life as it is.

2011-04-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

Things that have occurred for the past few months :-)

?

2011-03-17T13:26:00.004+08:00

I can never comprehend nor formulate reasons why the jovial feelings tend to circulate continuously somewhere inside me when it appears to be near me. Pretty odd things.

Of Happiness and Disappointment.

2011-03-16T21:38:00.013+08:00

The 94s.

It's the first time I went out with my lassies from MJSC Langkawi and it's the first time I met the lads ever since the last time we've met which was prolly years ago in Manchester, minus Fahmi & Fauzan Azmi. Had a rad time with the girls, Nadia, Afiqah and Auni, watched Beastly and Alex Pettyfer was incredibly yummy even though he was the beast in the movie. Still edible. Rating? 7/10.

Blood-sucking Lovelies.

2011-03-15T20:47:00.006+08:00

Shah, look!

Spent my typical morning lazying around ma mere's office and getting my blood sucked continuously. Did I just say that it was typical? Okay, prolly it wasn't that typical. My name is frequently stamped across the pages in the Book of Doom (more like Book of semi-freedom because you get to wag prep time) at least once a month back in Langkawi. Thus, I bravely (ha-ha) took a blood test in IIUM Medical Centre and let the vampire-like object to suck my blood (vampire books induced) to check if I'm an inch near death and surprisingly I'm nowhere near any illness but not exactly fine. Been stressing myself out too much. & The doctor was all like 'Aisyah you gotta give yourself a rest and chillax, take it easy yo.' Not precisely in that manner, but y'get the idea.

I would now love to declare my love for..

A House of Night novels that I've been so engrossed reading for the past few days. Lets blame the sister for that. I managed to finish a book per day, am I awesome or do I just have no life? We shall keep that as a mystery. Even though it's not, but what the hell.

A change in mind, back to homework.

PS/ Xifu & The Algebra's hadith-reciting-turned-to-lovely-memorizing-friendly-music (?) is superbly lovely. Have a listen and they sure will captivate you. And no, I'm not transforming into an ustazah, but it would be awesome if I did. Different things you hear everyday might just change you little by little. An immense thank you to Teacher Ain :-)

:-)

2011-03-14T16:08:00.004+08:00

Sharing is caring ;-)

The 6th Hadith of the 40 Hadith Imam Nawawi.

صلى الله عليه عَنْ أَبِي عَبْدِ الله النُّعْمَانِ بْنِ بَشِيْر رَضِيَ الله عَنْهُمَا قَالَ: سَمِعْتُ رَسُوْلَ الله
وسلم یَقُوْلُ: (( إِنَّ الحَلاَلَ بَيِّنٌ وَإِنَّ الحَرَامَ بَيِّنٌ وَبَيْنَهُمَا أُمُوْرٌ مُشْتَبِهَاتٌ لا یَعْلَمُهُنَّ آَثِيْ رٌ
مِنَ النَّاسِ، فَمَنِ اتَّقَى الشُّبُهَاتِ فَقَدِ اسْتَبْرَأَ لِدِیْنِهِ وَعِرْضِهِ وَمَنْ وَقَعَ فِي الشُّبُهَاتِ وَقَعَ فِي
الحَرَامِ آَالرَّاعِي یَرْعَى حَوْلَ الحِمَى یُوشِكُ أَنْ یَرْتَعَ فِيْهِ. أَلاَ وَإِنَّ لِكُلِّ مَلِكٍ حِمَى، أَلاَ وَإِ نَّ
حِمَى اللهِ مَحَارِمُهُ. أَلاَ وَإِنَّ فِي الْجَسَدِ مُضْغَةً إِذَا صَلَحَتْ صَلَحَ الْجَسَدُ آُلُّهُ، وَإِذَا فَسَدَتْ فَسَ دَ
الْجَسَدُ آُلُّهُ، أَلاَ وَهِيَ الْقَلْبُ)). رواه البخاري ومسلم.

Daripada Abu Abdullah al-Nu'man ibn Basyer r.a. رضي الله عنهما beliau berkata: Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

Sesungguhnya perkara yang halal itu terang jelas, dan sesungguhnya perkara yang haram itu terang jelas, dan di antara kedua perkara tersebut ada perkara-perkara syubhat yang kesamaran yang kebanyakan orang tidak mengetahuinya. Barangsiapa yang menjaga perkara syubhat maka sesungguhnya dia telah membersihkan agamanya dan maruah dirinya. Dan barangsiapa yang terjatuh dalam perkara syubhat, maka dia telah jatuh dalam perkara haram, umpama seorang pengembala yang mengembala di sekeliling kawasan larangan, dibimbangi dia akan menceroboh masuk ke dalamnya.

Ketahuilah bahawa setiap raja ada sempadan dan sesungguhnya sempadan Allah itu ialah perkara-perkara yang diharamkanNya. Ketahuilah bahawa dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati. Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim.

A lil' of something.

2011-03-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

.. of an MJSC Langkawi turned-geek.

Wall of hope? @ Gunung Raya.

Frankly, quite useless.

2011-03-14T15:14:00.002+08:00

Sup. The lady eye is back on track, for a couple of.. days. Things have been gruesome yet positively exciting (doesn't even make sense) minus the first standardize test's results which were not quite exhilarating. Insert tons of sad and soppy faces here which you will intend to punch.

+ Holidays, you say? Ha? What holidays? With a heap of homework that fills your desk and text messages of 'have you done this and that' during this time of year. Yes, indeed, it's a proper holiday for this lil' lass that is yet to be 17 and still thinks that she's nowhere near the age that ends with -teen. You see. I'll try not to compel my post with shits like why I dislike homework during holidays compared to a year without chocolate supplies or how I wish that homework are something foreign to us humans. So.. Another try, shall we?

Hi. Bonjour. I am now having my holidays and yet I have loads of homework to be completed. Way to go Aisyah. Level 1 failed. I think I can't do this quite often, you get the idea why.

......

I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO BLOG NOW. 1 month hiatus, that's a lot of days.

Ok, au revoir. You can unfollow me.. starting from.. NOW!

Something avant garde, no. Something new.

2011-02-03T22:06:00.004+08:00

Back for Chinese New Year w/ a luggage full of killer homework the teacher fed the students before our flight back home and a need-to-mend heart.

Overall, things aren't going so well for me after all. Been struggling in school w/ the heaps of homework and duties here and there. A resolution of losing weight will surely not be crossed out in red this year. No more time for meditating at the basketball court during the evening. No more midnight gossips, no more maggi, no more fattening food, no more everything.

Sometimes, we have to sacrifice the things we love in order to grant our wishes.

& I am making no sense. Sayonara, I need to set up a few dates w/ my everyday companion.

Just Things.

2010-12-31T15:43:00.004+08:00

31st already? Been caught red-handed w/ shit loads of clothes and whatnots lying on the bedroom floor. It was those must-bring things to be packed for tomorrow. I aint doing another non post-worthy recount like the previous years because possibly it will be kept unread for the whole year. What's the whole bloody point anyways?

Happy New Year everybody! Another fresh kick-off, shall we?

Something New, Oui?

2010-12-30T13:49:00.000+08:00

New blog header! Featuring: THE JAMMIE DODGERRRRRRS!

Which I totally love love love since forever.

An Aroused Fangirl.

2010-12-30T10:52:00.007+08:00

An immense amount of daily Korean drama + movie intakes have led me to the world of sobbing and cheery fangirls. Which is a tad scary, yet so irresistible. Which is no where near being the real me. I tend to be caught up by those likkle adowable + (Insert a few more synonyms here) + w/ a hint of hunky features them Korean lads own. Okay, hands-tied.

But.. Just let me..

Joo Ji Hoon from The Naked Kitchen & Jang Geun Suk from Do Re Mi Fa So La Ti Do.

My Manchunian Gangstuhz.

2010-12-28T21:15:00.006+08:00

Crappy picture quality, yes, I know.

2010-12-26T22:09:00.000+08:00

I'd love to blog but I have 7 minutes left till.. it's over. Ok BRB.

Endless Fuzziness.

2010-12-22T08:35:00.007+08:00

Weary Wednesday.

I aint sad or anything, I swear. Weary Wednesday just sound ever so good like scrumptious melted chocolate fudge cake with creamy Vanilla ice cream on top and thick Hershey topping to top it all off. I'm fantasizing all over again, this time, about food.

Have it ever occur to you that you've been yearning for somebody warm and cuddly to sit and talk with. And then when you've finally found them, they tend to chase after the exit and leave you stranded, alone. Or am I the only chosen one?

+ Black Swan is a must-watch! Even though it creeps me out a lil'.

2010-12-20T10:34:00.001+08:00

'Cos I can't be arsed and I'm lazy like that.

Things Are Happening.

2010-12-10T23:12:00.004+08:00

Off to Muar tomorrow morn. Heading to Singapore on Monday.

Dreading to spend some notes adequately at Bershka!

Hope you read this Pa, kthxbai.

Both Collide So Perfectly.

2010-12-09T13:52:00.004+08:00

Everything tends to be malfunctioning. Them plans that we have made are all crossed out in red. Patience is just the answer to everything.

In the real world. Tons of grins and laughter filled the meet up at McDonald with my mates on Tuesday. Love them to pixels, each and everyone of them. Even though throughout the years, we had a lot of mild bumps and complication here and there. In the end, we somehow seem to sync back again with zeal.

Them Tunes.

2010-12-08T09:22:00.005+08:00

Narmi! Check him out ;-)

The Transient Beauty of Youth.

2010-12-04T09:50:00.006+08:00

A beautiful Saturday morning. How I wish the tar outside, worn out roofs, trees and newly-cut grasses to be all lush, covered with thick snow. I bet all of you are waiting with your rounder's bat at the mo. Shall we sack it? We shall. I've been neglecting this little spillage blog of mine transiently due to the numerous amount of tenacious action going on in life. Action? In life? Lies. The undeniable laziness in me had somehow escaped its bars and is causing a tantrum lately. That explains that. Nothing rad is happening in life, been going back and forth from Bukit Rahman Putra to Wangsa Maju for a breather and just to revive the old daily schedule at Mak Zam's. Some say I'm a wee bit phlegmatic as I flew back home (ninja-style!) after a long period of being imprisoned in Langkawi. Some say I've transformed wholly into a different being that contradicts with the old self. I've been confined in Langkawi for a while, 5 aggravating months to be precise, different environment, facing various people all over the peninsula, stuffing my already-packed head with assorted knowledge that are useful yet may be useless, the daily schedule consists of me having a packet of Oreos in hand and finishing it in an hour while stamping those fluorescent Post-it notes on the holy History non-fiction. See. My life had changed entirely. Thus the old lass tries to adapt to the whole new life. Hence, she changes by its own nature. So please, I beg. Quit whining and whimpering about the current me.

2010-12-03T10:30:00.001+08:00

Lately, nothing good.

Quirky Finds.

2010-11-21T13:28:00.004+08:00

Opening today next to and in Philadelphia's Schuylkill River (between Market Street and Chestnut Street) is Light Drift by Eric Höweler and J. Meejin Yoon's MY Studio. According to the city's Mural Arts Program, "Light Drift creates an atmosphere, a field of lights that transform in color and intensity based on the public interaction with it."

The orbs on land are cushion-like seats that respond to the presence of people. When occupied, signals are sent via RFID tags to the floating orbs which then pulse between green and blue.

The "resting state" for the orbs is an alien-like green (below). As the top rendering shows, the land orbs signal to their floating companions diagonally, so when more than one person engages the different seats the effect is a criss-cross; the more people the merrier.

To quote Mural Arts again, "The individual elements are vacuum formed translucent shells molded from PETG (Polyethylene Terephthalate Glycol). PETG is a non-toxic and fully recyclable material that is milky in color, easy to mold, and acts as a diffusing element for the lighting inside. The electronics consist of custom micro controllers and RFID (radio frequency identification) transmitters, allowing each orb in the field to be addressable, and specifically controlled by transmitters on the land. LED (Light Emitting Diode) lighting allows the orbs to glow and change colors."

The installation will be on exhibition until Sunday, coinciding with the end of Design Philadelphia. "After Light Drift is de-installed, the project may be reinstalled at a second venue in Boston, on the Charles River. When the project is finished, the PETG materials will be recycled." Check out Eric Höweler's flickr set on the project for many more photos of the installation and its assembly.

[Via: Archidose]

Everything Is Average Nowadays.

2010-11-20T23:29:00.002+08:00

Gay faces, ya I know. + EYEBAAAAAGS.

Webcam-whoring while trying on the jubah/abaya I just bought in the afternoon for Umrah next month. People, oui, this is the real Aisyah. All sized up. Hah.

Started my day with ma mere's marvelous noodles which I haven't had for ages, so yes, it was totally delicious. And made my way to Nina's house all the way in Rawang to catch up on the latest gossips (gossips ke?), our whole conversation started with the typical Sup, hows your life in boarding school. And it lasted for an hour or so. As per usual, we talked non-stop. Especially when Asma, the sista is around. Then off to Shah Alam to scavenge for some Umrah apparels and yes, lunch at Noodle Station wasn't that bad. I felt a wee bit weird when my drink arrived looking like some yellow dye that had been dropped purposely inside some drink. But, it was good. Like seriously good. I literally drop dead in the car after a few minutes settling my glutenous maximus. The end of today.

I just think everything is pointless nowadays. Help me revive myself, please?

Whatever You Like.

2010-11-19T11:27:00.003+08:00

I'm having one of those days where I would re-read my old posts in the previous years. I miss the old days. Those days, I cherish the most.

Life, as we know it.

2010-11-18T23:20:00.005+08:00

The shoutings and sobbing was worth it, look ma! Best director! Thank you 404. Merci beacoup! ♥

I must say, I do love MJSC Langkawi.

From the otha side.

2010-11-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

HA-HA! Tumblr.

Boredom conquers me, again.

2010-11-13T10:42:00.003+08:00

The old memories couldn't be erased. At all. I swear. And I'm starting to miss everything again.

It's making me mouth out 'send me back to Langkawi'.

Sigh. Double sigh.

My daily schedule is totally jumbled up and tied in a knot. Seriously. Nevermind. I'm gonna try to have the time of my life while it lasts! Campfire this evening with the scouts and I can't wait. Gonna see my pretty Khadijah again with a few surprises. What else eh? Add Maths.. Chemistry homework awaits. I can mount them up on the table for now. Bedroom needs a lot, je regardez a lot of cleaning to do. Gotta stop being an anti-social and super glue my eyes on the Macbook's screen. Some exercising to be done as well with Hakim. Every morning at 7? No hope darling, no hope. Sadly, I can't wear any trainers or any shoes right now. The toe is being excruciatingly painful. I am bored. You could tell.

Listen Missy.

2010-11-12T22:23:00.002+08:00

Syok sendiri, can meh?

Gained extra extra extra kilos. Proof, them cheeks. Dewan Selera's cooking treated me fairly well after Raya. The aftermaths? THIS. And the bulky bag filled with food, that as well.

I have no idea why I'm posting such thing.

Okbai. I miss you gaiz.

-

2010-11-12T17:41:00.000+08:00

Hey honey, Aisyah is back!

Another goodbye.

2010-10-16T11:28:00.002+08:00

The weekend at home had been rad. Marvelous food 24/7. Dear Macbook right in front of my eyes. And the comfy bed behind. Everything I need is here. Sadly, it's time to bid another 'Au Revoir' this evening. Life.. is.. unfair. Final semester exam in a week time. I aint prepared. But I have to be prepared. Okay, I should do less talking to myself. Anyways, I'll be back on the 12th November. Do miss me.

xoxo Aisyah.

Unexpected.

2010-10-11T17:31:00.003+08:00

Things are just fine. Not great though, just fine.

I can still cope with things around here, still breathing perfectly.

I tend to be overdosed by homework that leads me to late nights.

I can wait.. 3 more days. That's it. 3 more days.

----

Been keeping my evenings busy with basketball, joining in games unconditionally (sebab macam tak tahu malu langsung) and then just to keep fit. Yeah right. Totally gained a few obvious kilos. But surprisingly lost one during the exam week, I was dreadfully sick then. Camped inside the sick bay the whole week, it was totally horrid. I swear to God. But yeah, that made me lose a kilo. And that's a good thing :-)

Now I have to direct a part of Gulp & Gasp..

The only thing I'm missing are the actors..

And the play is supposed to be presented tonight..
-dies-

I love you gaiz. (Note: SARCASM)

400th post, babyyyy!

2010-10-10T11:54:00.002+08:00

Got my hands on this lovely in bloody red:

I'll be coming home for you this Thursday! LOL.

Cya guys ;-)

Of sore throat and goodbyes.

2010-09-18T07:05:00.005+08:00

State of the Union.

i) Terrible sore throat is conquering me. + bad coughs.
ii) Super rad time out with my mates in BRP, love you guys a gazillion xx
iii) Will be flying back to Langkawi at 12' sharp. Nobody likes that.
iv) Say bye-bye to my comfy bed and MB.
v) Okay, goodbye everyone.

I'll be back soon, prolly in mid October. xx

Oh mon dieu!

2010-09-14T22:03:00.006+08:00

Dumbfounded by the society of ch131. Been clinging on to the Macbook ever since 8 p.m. watching Gossip Girl & 90210 that I've been dreading for ever since I left my room for a quite sometime. Nothing productive in the end after all.

90210: Senior year of high school, everything ought to be the way it is. On the contrary, bad luck is back haunting the town. It was purely content with make-ups, new love, ditching loved ones, new British lad on the block, a falling family, Mr. Cannon-raping-Naomi, tragedies– way too many, Teddy ended up having an injured leg whereas Javier has finally hit the grave due to an amusing car crash! Not that I wanted him to die or anything.. But he was trying to ruin Adrianna's and Navid's future. So, good for him.

Gossip Girl: Blair didn't get whatever she wanted in Paris. She failed on her date with the Monaco Prince Charming, she is pathetically stupid. Whereas Serena has a secured place in Columbia. Dan surprisingly came home with a child in his arm, a child with the bitchtress Georgina. Nate has gone completely out of his mind until he met Juliet.. Chuck should be dead but he is not. Lucky for him, he found himself a European girlfriend that saved his life– saved?

Recap rating, I'm sure it's a 1.1.

Now, the books or the bed? Mhm. This is hard.

Fireworks blasting, are you listening?

2010-09-09T12:49:00.003+08:00

The Macbook is 64 degrees, what about the room temp? Go figure.

I'm under the influence of the heat in Muar. High temperatures usually lead me to the airconditioned room, you'll see me snoring away on the bed. (That doesn't mean I actually do snore -wink-) Lets see what I've accomplished cooking/doing this morning. Iron all the kurungs and baju melayu? Check. Kuah kacang and daging masak kicap and ketupat? Check. Clean up the house? Check. Revisions for the upcoming exams? Say wha? (Dramatic pause) I actually tried completing Add Maths homework, but y'know what? Watching malay series on TV and reading Sejarah textbook is a gazillion times better. It leads me to the world of confused/stupid rather than the world of whizzed up cleverclogs. Sack that.

Tomorrow is Raya. And I should be happy and singing some Raya songs right this second, yes? No. I still don't have those typical 'YAYYYYY ESOK RAYA WEH. JOM HABISKAN SEMUA MERCUN MALAM NI. EH JAP, MERIAM BULUHHH! NO, MERDEKAAA!' vibes in me.. yet. Somehow, somewhere, I just hope those feelings would just teleport from some happy lass on the other side of the world. Or maybe not. That'll be pretty evil of me. Despite the fact that the internet is slower than a cow's brain which consists of.. neurons that malfunction, I am sweating merrily under the speeding fan above me head. Gotta stop whining, more working.

I'm gonna end the post with the typical;

SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Enjoy your Raya to the fullest because you'll never know, this might be the last you'll venture. Only God knows.

Awful wish? I know. Let me try be all poetic..

And ruin the magic of poetry.

Uh, probably not.

P/S I'm in Muar right now, whoever is nearby text me and we can go beraya together.. collecting duit raya together.. enjoy the fatty feast together.. drink together.. gain extra kg together.. Okay, I will now tie my hands and enjoy the rad TV shows on the TV. Like le duh.

Till then, Aisyah loves you. Take care. Don't come running to me handless, footless, fingerless, headless, cos for sure, I'll be grinning all the way through. Lol joke. In other words, JANGAN SYOK SANGAT MAIN MERCUN SAMPAI LUPA DUNIA DAN HILANG APAKEBENDE YANG AKAN HILANG. Okay?

Assalamualaikum.

Pull the trigger, up to you.

2010-09-07T01:53:00.001+08:00

UNDENIABLY ADORABLE.

You may say that I'm a dreamer.

2010-09-06T10:04:00.012+08:00

Merde happens when you have nothing else to worry about (excluding: upcoming exams, untouched homework piles, messy but nifty bedroom, Raya.. and the list continues) The long hours of strolling in Sunway Pyramid yesterday, all I came home with was a checkered shirt dress and black pants from Springfield. Yes! Yes? Yes.. + The Book of Tomorrow by Cecilia Ahern to cure the boredom that is waiting for me in MJSC L G K. Still dying for that faded pants from MNG. (Insert the puppy-eyes here)

Rants, daily scheds, random sketches and doodles, homeworks.. Where they are written.

+ Yuna.

If you were there, beware.

2010-09-03T00:01:00.007+08:00

+ extra baggage.

Home, is where I longed to be and here I am, home. Wasting my precious minutes on my darling Macbook that had been abandoned for a couple of weeks. Procrastinating to the max, heaps of homework shoved a side for the time being.. Yes, I'm in that state at the mo. The last day consisted of the sleepy sloth nodding her way through History, completing some bits and bobs to decrease the sleepless nights that is gonna haunt me (fo' sho) and constantly eyeing the rip-off clock on the class wall. Left the building at 1 p.m. and headed for the chocolate heaven. Heaven I tell you, heaven. Wait, no. Nothing can be heaven like Thorntons.. This is the cue for me to salivate.. Fasting month has been so-so. I'm still sitting firmly on the chair, alive and.. amusingly accumulated a few kg of fat sacks during 'berbuka puasa'. Daily intakes of caramel pudding, murtabak, roti planta during prep surely did help. Undiscovered fact explained.

Plane rides and goodbyes.

2010-08-06T23:27:00.005+08:00

Brother + I, camwhoring on the plane.

Weeks passed tremendously quick. Last week consists of.. the uncountable amounts of peer pressure and headaches due to the exams. Being the odd one as per usual, I was-- overly stressed, while the others were chilling out. I might as well lock myself inside the locker for the whole week. Sadly its forbidden and I'm a goody that doesn't break the rules. (heh?) Pulang Bermalam brought the hype back on though. I've been smiling continuously ever since I landed in LCCT and guess what, I'll be frowning as I set my foot on the plane today. And I have no idea what I'm crappin' about right now. Pkajaklhgfkldahgoahgdagkldjalga.

Flight @ 410PM. + Me no likeyyyyyy :-( I'll be back next month for Raya. That's like a month away. So now, I'm gonna mourn all day long. Till then!

xoxo

[ps/ Happy Fasting! It's time for my dieting!]

The Dark Volume.

2010-07-17T11:06:00.000+08:00

I'M HOME AND WILL BE GOING BACK TO MJSC LANGKAWI TODAY :-(

A-wha? Your birthday?

2010-07-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

At 12am. I sang the birthday song for myself while being quarantined in the Utility Room due to the students that have discipline problems. Trapped there for an hour listening to the LDP's nags. I didn't mind that. Really, I didn't.

Today was epic. EPIC-LY BORING. I swear to God, I'd rather be back at home, doing nothing rather than being here. Birthdays are supposed to be special innit? Unfortunately, I'm the 'new and unknown' lass in town and nobody gives a damn 'bout the new girl. Now, I'm gonna bitch about how disgraceful I feel right this second. Wait, nah. Nevermind. But then again, thanks to my wondrous classmates and everybody who wished me, may Allah bless you guys.

Today was just like the other ordinary day, like yesterday and it will be the same as tomorrow and the day after tomorrow and so on.. A typical day. But here I am sitting in front of the computer in the library that blocks Facebook access thoroughly. (Insert truly disgusted faces here) Nevermind. I'll be back on the 15th. And I've been counting down days since I got here. That.. desperate.

Anyways, I can't blog too much. I have a mountain of homework to be done and over with and it dues tomorrow. Yay for Aisyah! Tonight is gonna be a killer night for sure. Do text me. (Insert a vast amount of winks.)

Thanks to everybody who wished me! Thanks a gazillion. Your wishes lighted up one of the darkest day of my life.

Lotsa' love, Aisyah.

Approaching The New.

2010-06-20T23:48:00.006+08:00

"Saying hello takes a second, saying goodbye may take forever."- Jaafang.

A-ha! A few hours left till I will be forced to leave my darling Macbook and leave this 3rd floor and leave BRP to fly off to Langkawi and hopefully have the time of my life. I suck at saying goodbyes. I can't even formulate a simple goodbye speech. I suck big time. And I should be cuddled up in bed by now. Breaking my own law is good.

I won't really update this blog daily, as if I do previously.. But yeah, once a while. So stay tune with my Twitter. Thats probably the only thing I can keep you guys update with my life.

Okay. Goodbye!

WHAT THE?

2010-06-18T09:16:00.002+08:00

Way beyond awesome.

Kick-ass Things.

2010-06-16T22:30:00.001+08:00

Sunway Pyramid. Ice Skating. Carls Jr. Presents/cards. Ice-cream.

A day out with the best lads and lasses was all I need in order to maintain my hype before entering the Tombs of Doom, as my friends call em'. Carpooled there because we are energy-efficient loathes pollution tree hugger. Not. Arrived. Sprinted to the rink's till because the urge to make my legs ache at the end of the day have kept tripling. Ice skating is down-right awesome if you're with your clan or else you'll just be that ugly duckling that is caged. -Inner joke- I skated with Lara most of the time, latest/breaking news and confessions splurged. And the best news yet is I didn't get my ass wet/tumble/embarrass myself at all. Applause for yours truly. My mood totally disheveled as somebody tries to make a grand entrance after I made my way out. I take my words back, It wasn't grand at all. It was content with constant nag and annoyance. That, trashed my mood down to the earth's core. No offense. I, instead dragged myself to Carls Jr with the most artificial grin ever. Grabbed a calories/fat-loaded burger which was beyond doubt luscious. Jokes, laughs and the odd statements filled lunch, I was happy again. Thank you girls! My girls and I spent the rest of the day roaming Sunway Pyramid. The joy ended as my fellow comrades said their last goodbyes, as if I'm not gonna see them again. I dropped a tear or two.. or more. I swear it was gushing out of my eyes unintentionally. I was emotionally happy.

Thank you all for the memorable day! Lotsa' love from Aisyah ♥

Picture Spam ahead!

Excuse the crappy quality.

Epic Things.

I'm actually lazy to post anything up, but this is for the brova.

Kebabs + Muaz.

2010-06-10T16:43:00.000+08:00

The Wind and I.

2010-06-09T09:56:00.003+08:00

-syah.

In the comfy bed with the aircond on full blast, cuddling under the duvet, window panels opened widely, the sea breeze entering with no limit, the sound of the waves crashing the sand softly, the sound of the birds chirping on the roof tiles, the sound of me burping due to the scrumptious breakfast, I kid!

Guess where I am?

Right in front of the beach.. duh.

Today is my last day in Cherating, I had an undeniably awesome time at the beach, just the beach. It's clean and pretty. Period. And I think I've put on weight after losing 1kg. Not fun.

The Ace Pesterer.

2010-06-06T22:30:00.004+08:00

Birthday's in July, I'm 101% sure I won't be home to celebrate it. So I'm gonna be bloody demanding by listing them things I've been lusting for ever since 2007.

i) Holga K200 Fisheye! or Fisheyes 2!

I have been wanting a lomo camera ever since 2007. I just didn't have the guts to splurge out my ka-chingz on this beauty. You can get em' here, wink Pa.

ii) Nike kicks to bring to MJSC, aint being too specific 'cos I'm nice like that.

iii) iPod? But eh, can't bring em' there. MP3 will do.

S'i vous plait et merci beacoup!

Things..

2010-06-06T16:38:00.000+08:00

Some news have given me a kick in the ass and is just waiting for me to fall face-to-earth. And one had just enthralled me ever since Thursday. Good news first, shall we? I've surprisingly been enrolled in MJSC Langkawi after 6 months of much-loaded anticipation and mutating into a sloth. Dadster texted me in school which left me muted for several seconds and then, thats when all my fussiness began. Typical Aisyah arose from the dead and started to buzz about it. Typical, typical, me.

I'll be fully geared up for it on the 21st June, InsyaAllah.

Fin.

2010-06-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Final day of schooling in SMKBRP.

Speeeeechless.

Because I nicked your moo-lah.

2010-06-01T14:31:00.004+08:00

What could be more pleasant than a purple tattoo like burnt mark on your arm that perfectly blends in with the colour of your school uniform?

Well, everything.

I'll be starting with heap loads of whines because that's how I groove. Chemistry and Physics made me silent through out the day, it was that horrid because them people know me as the one that wouldn't shut up. 3 more papers to go though. Physics Paper 3, Civic and PE. I'll be chillin' out soon after those papers are collected safely and waiting to be marked using THE RED PEN. I'm just outta idea of what to bitch about, really.

Probably I'm not.

My weekends were holy shit type of amazing. I once again recruited with my fellow sVian scouts which I haven't talked/seen/laughed with ever since the 08'. Giddy yeah. The word that describes me perfectly on Sunday. Aisyah's giddiness will always be missed. Perasan. 24 scouts of sVian marched their way to Pavilion for the World Milk Day. We were actually there to drink milk at the same time so we would be in Malaysia's Book of Records. Yes, that was our main purpose to attend the event. But I was there for my lovely mates ♥ You can choke me if it seems that I'm trying to act all sweet. The thing is.. I am. Ha-ha! Khadijah & I screamed and shrieked the whole way through because we're cool like that. Nah. Just being supportive, weren't we Kat?

After the whole event ended, we were forced to get our ass back in the bus.. back to school. Had to kiss Pavilion goodbye, I didn't get to spend my ka-chings! (Insert a very, very long sigh) Never mind that. We were dropped in front of Carrefour near our school. Let me emphasize on that our. Stuffed our empty tummy at McD, crowded the food court, made long-lasting noises and etc.

Can't be asked to be elaborative today. I'm still devastated.

Aint got no Chemistry.

2010-05-26T15:00:00.005+08:00

LIKE OH-EM-GEE.

I just wanted to sound typical.

Another one ticked off of the List of Brain Damagers for Dummies. Add Maths is over and done! I practically leaped out of my chair as soon as the papers were collected. I was gonna chant Yeah Yeah Yeahs's, but then.. nahh, my mates will intrude with the 'What The Hell Are You Singing' glares. But eh, Physic and Chemistry will commerce in approx. 5 days and I'll be brainwashed for the 8th & 9th time. Freedom is still miles away. Aint a good picture and never will be.

Daily rants of this and that, I'm tired.

2010-05-25T22:15:00.003+08:00

The 'WTF ADD MATHS!' faces. Enjoy.

6 down, 3 more to go! And then I can paaaaaaartaaaaay all I want. Im in dire need of a little dose of shopping. So I beg you, si vous plait Papa! Excursions for moi after exams? Merci beacoup! The most awaited subject will be haunting me to death tomorrow. I have no idea how I'll be dealing with it because my previous exam paper had a letter D watermark all over it. It's no good. No good at all. And I'm all giddy in the evening because I might be following them sVian scouts to Pavilion this Sunday for the Milk Day! K till then. Lotsa' luck for you, lads & lasses on your exams!

History books and Daim.

2010-05-20T16:44:00.003+08:00

Exam week started on Tuesday.

And will be continued till the 3rd of June.

I'm having History tomorrow.

I don't think I'm gonna ace this one.

I have to study.

I'm lovin' them Daim my mother brought home.

You know you love me, XOXO.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I JUST HAD TO DO THAT!

K fine, I admit it. I suck.

A step back.

2010-05-07T13:20:00.004+08:00

It's a matter of time to rejuvenate this blog of mine.

So my anti-bodies aren't syncing with my current body state which lead me being sick. Staying at home, setting eyes on the pixel screens and consuming fattening food while lazying on the couch is what I do when I'm at that stage. And sooner or later I will have to reserve a few hours for a date with the text books. The monstrous mid-year exams starts on the 18th. And I'll tell you the truth, I haven't sharpened my swords yet. And where is my knight in the shining armor when I need him? I'll probably take a hike half-way through.. I don't know. Rhetorical question ahead! Life's been gruesome, or is it me being gruesome to my life? Probably I need to go somewhere far and meditate for a few days, that sounds relieving. I shall do that after the fight with the upcoming mid-year exams.

OMG CAN'T BELIEVE MY RANTS ARE BORING LIKE SHIT NAOW. NO KIDDIN'.

Things we like.

2010-05-02T21:15:00.003+08:00

My mind is still off track. Nothing is correctly placed. I miss my blog. I really do. I miss all my friends that left me on the verge of me shattering like glass. I miss Hakim. I miss the days where I would actually study and not goof around. OMG WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME.

Nah, I'm actually really happy in real life. I like to make myself sound dreadful in the cyber world.

Birthdays are awesome.

2010-04-22T18:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY IMAN JAHIRAH :-D

I have a few more minutes.. hours.. only God knows left before going to Langkawi to 'see' Hakim. Well, Imma talk a bit about today. Iman's 16th Birthday, it's pretty obvi. School had been typically typical as per usual. Heavy headed moments which lead me to a few minutes nap before the girl on my right start to startle me for no definite reason. Probably she's jealous because I get to sleep and the teachers doesn't give a damn and shit. Moving on.. Extra-curiculum. I had a debate and I screwed up. I ended up quitting the team. It's pretty easy really. You screw up, you're outta the team. Way to go Aisyah! One of the society organized a talentine, I didn't have a chance to catch a glimpse of it (Blames it on debate), hopefully my mate's singing were recorded because I have this urge to watch them screw up like I did. Joke! Secret Recipe's cheesecake was the main menu at McD, we kinda celebrated Iman's birthday there. One word, fun :-) The best people I have in BRP were there. Goofed around and messed about. Yeah, that was about it.

Love like today.

UNICOWNZ IZ HAPPY.

2010-04-18T23:09:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th Birthday Sadiq Jamil!

I somehow enjoy writing people's age, it makes them feel old and me feel young. Ha-ha! Evil thoughts ahead. ...Nah, I'm feeling nice tonight.

Today was.. one word, awesome. Even though my fever kicked in at the wrong time and I was PMS-ing.. Overall, it was good. Well, practically better than good. (Insert an unstoppable amount of winks)

Tell me.. What does he look like?

Haggis.

2010-04-12T22:02:00.002+08:00

Feeling dreadful lately. Throbbing headaches. Endless uneasy mornings and nights. A table full of unfinished work. A bed that chants my name every time I try to complete them. Confused mind. Tired mind, body and soul.

This blog will be full of complaints and useless whines after this.

Kthxbye.

Infused.

2010-04-05T20:44:00.006+08:00

Scorching heat that burns my skin thoroughly, yes! 2 toned skin that leaves me a mud-facial-like mask, double yes! Sweating like River Thames, triple yes! K gotta quit it.

The angst and I.

Life's been below par. Them excruciating mind-twisting paragraphed speeches nearly tipped my heavy loaded head off the cliff. That would be fun though. Falling off a 777m above sea level cliff, falling elegantly waiting for the hunky Edward to embrace his heroism and save me in a heavenly manner.. (Uh, pause. No. Not Edward. Si vous plait, no.) It'll be a fast-motion fall for Luke Pasqualino though! Unnecessary fragment of the state of mind. But hey, I swear to God he is.. irresistible. Evidence:- Click, or regret. Stop. Stop. Stop.

I'd love to live on an archipelago..

Continue-- last night's chocolate cake baked by yours truly has been attacked by mes amis and that's a good thing, I can barely finish half of it by myself. What else? Mhm.. I've magically transformed myself into a Facebook addict. And no, not a good news. + Ditching homework and revisions are in the current state of the union. What the hell is happening to me. No more angelic lil' Miss Aisyah. One last thing before I proceed the 'Publish Post' button, there aint no barney in the class now. Let me get a wut, wut! Some lassies and lads been repeating a non-rational phrase though. What is life without these people?

A fake letter to thou.

2010-04-03T16:01:00.002+08:00

An attempt to somehow get my jigsawed self into a non-Aisyah Hamid worthy place (MRSM) failed once again. I'd insert more irksome adjectives but I'm in no mood to do so. And I have to stop whining.. even though it's been pulling and anchoring me down since February, the first intake. Just not my luck, once again? Now, to 98% calm myself.. Please let me spend something without the 'No, you'll be going to MRSM. You can't have them there.' Thx.

Let the wind be the wind.

2010-04-01T21:17:00.003+08:00

Let me be all giddy now.

Want me to key-in everything that occur today? Heh, easy. I stepped into school in the barney-like costume, like the other usual days. Alicia suddenly approached and startled me even though she is a size of a skittle. 'Your baju terkoyak', she said. And I was like, SAY WHA? 'April fool!' K aint funny at all. The phrase/word 'April Fool' conquered the whole day. Every hour consists of a non-berlesquing-worthy jokes and pranks except for the ones in the library. It was epicly side-splitting for no definite reason. I'm a saddo like that. A 5 mins nap during History didn't really put a grin on the face, instead, I left the class with a fully clenched tummy. Not a good sight. Let's skip the little things. Lunch at McD was good likewise. Fries + Ice-cream sundae, nothing can go wrong with those two when they end up in your mouth. English Society was surprisingly rad. Continuing fairytales made by yours truly with the other members of the society was funny. The outcomes of the fairytales were pretty awesome. When great minds intertwine, a masterpiece is created. I wish.

Welcome once again to Aisyah's dull life.

FFFF.

2010-04-01T21:08:00.002+08:00

Things have been complicated lately. Atrocious results. Unwanted events. Bad news, loads of them. Can't really elaborate much because the blogging mode had been switched off for a quite sometime.

Help?

Out of nowhere, they appeared.

2010-03-24T16:13:00.005+08:00

Felt like I've been neglecting this deary of mine.

Weekdays = schooling days have been partly disastrous. Teachers shoving test papers with red pens all over, under my nose. What's not to love? But then again, good news! My baby Macbook has arrived safely.. and I feel so flippin' giddy right now and I've gone clueless again.

BRB.

Willow trees of hope.

2010-03-18T08:42:00.005+08:00

[source: ♥]

I wonder how its like. To swim in the glittery ocean. On an orca whale's back.

Now, I feel like eating some jellybeans.

Better than nothing, right?

2010-03-17T14:49:00.004+08:00

Exquisite date with the laptop, it can't be anymore mind-twisting. Well that's because I am an inch close to the end of my time.

I still can't handle the giddiness within me. Macbook, please come to mummy ASAP!

I have an eating disorder. 4 spoonful of rice during dinner. A bowl of cereal at 2AM.

I'm in dire need of Cadbury. Cadbury, I miss you baby. :-(

And I think.. I've gone nuts.

Better get them almonds and walnuts off me.

K, lotsa love!

Misplaced atoms.

2010-03-15T22:27:00.004+08:00

Loads of shizz to splurge. I shall keep it nice and short.

First thing first, debate competition at KDU was a so-so. Aint that great nor that bad. I'll give it a 7/10. Minus the fact that BRP (B) didn't win the first 4 rounds. Can't be assed to elaborate on that. On the 3rd day, I ditched the debate for ice-skating at Sunway P with my precious mateys. 5 of them already left me stranded in BRP and 1 of them will be doing so. Seems like I'll be having a black mark on me forehead saying 'LONER' starting from Monday, next week. So in return, we just HAVE to have a day out-- all of us in a clan, like in the old days. Had a totally rad time and met up with some other friends. Lunch at Sushi King, miraculous. Them endless minutes eating sushi, I cherish. 'Cos I have been yearning for it ever since the last time I stepped my foot inside that damn restaurant. I bet I sound like some freak that is high on coke. Sack that. Left Sunway P early because I had to head off to Muar, stayed there for a night and here I am. Back at home in solid pieces.

PS/ Apologies for the shitty images. You can blame the phone.

Till now, I seek.

2010-03-10T23:22:00.004+08:00

Freedom is mine! (Semi-)

A blood red mark of the letter F up my sleeves for Additional Mathematics. Aint expecting more, but then if the outcome is more than I've expected, we'll thank God for that. And the exam schedule is pretty clean, Add Maths right before recess. If not.. an immortal zombie will be scorching around to find the sexiest victim alive.. (Mirages of Henry the 8th appears, I kid!) I'll be slicing myself into 17 bloody parts as the clock strike 8AM tomorrow. Hours of boredom in the cell with kids roaming around as if they were searching for those discrete sugary-things everywhere plus the horrifying mock debates.. I definitely have to let my brain run wild.

And SHIT. My bed has been whispering my name and trying to seduce me ever since 10PM. K, till next time lovies! Gotta have some fun now-- dreaming.

& For those who is gonna encounter the (insert a word) day of their life tomorrow, lotsa' luck and love!

2010-03-09T21:29:00.001+08:00

Horrid days,
Horrid hours,
Horrid minutes,
Horrid seconds.

Give me a rest.

+ Debate at KDU on Friday, anybody going?

Cos it's 5th March.

2010-03-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

Fridays are always a bliss, but darling, it aint today. I was dragged into long jump early in the morn, the aftermaths? 2nd place, which stamped a sad emoticon on my face as I kicked my way through the thorny fields. As a result, 2 silvers in hand at the mo and I'm wanting MOAAAR. Irresistible plastic medals. What had gone into me weak head?

XXX

2010-03-02T20:58:00.003+08:00

A killer day ahead. 4 x 400m & 4 x 100m, y'think these extra baggage can endure it? Ja? Nein? .. Ich weiß nicht.

& I have a serious addiction towards Train - Soul Sister. Es war nicht mein Fehler. I swear.

Now, I need help with my Deutsch.

My blog is transforming into a somewhat.. I don't know. Not a blog?

Jokes and blokes.

2010-03-01T17:30:00.008+08:00

Today is 1st of March.

So yeah, it's 1st of March.

It's the God-damn 1st of March.

So, it's Hiqmal's birthday.

So what? Lol jk.

Happy 16th Birthday Hiqmal Haiqal! May you grow older and taller :-D No wait, please stop growing. Hahaha.

I had one of the best debate sessions before. Motion: THBT condoms should be used for all ages. & Unfortunately, I was on the Government's team. Hilarious thing ever. I sounded like I was practically choking to death.

+ Exam is just round the corner and I aint prepared whatsoever. (Sets up and decorates the death bed & sings 'Eisley - I Wasn't Prepared')

Aint comparable.

2010-02-26T10:39:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I see the things other people don't see in you.

Sore soles from running barefooted on the fields yesterday. Sport practice.. running around trying to be fit, testing out them heavy disc-like thing, we call em' discus, throwing shot put balls around acting all tough. That was yesterday's evening.

Happy 16th Birthday Raqib Iskandar!

& Had a lil' party filled with Dominoes boxes and bottles of fizzy drinks and laughter for Raqib. A birthday plus leaving party. Ended up having a mixed-up feelings. It was fun though with those camwhore sessions in the end. Au revoir Raqib! We'll surely miss seeing your energetic and happy face everytime we step into school!

We like them shiny things.

2010-02-22T16:44:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we miss those things that we shouldn't be missing.

Add maths homework awaitssssssssssss. Sayonara.

These are the facts..

2010-02-19T12:06:00.003+08:00

I hate waking up 2 hours late than the usual during holidays. Unfortunately, it is one of my daily routine now.

& .. Muazzimo is crying.

Slips and hugs.

2010-02-15T22:04:00.005+08:00

A completed day.

Started off with those heavy luggage beneath my eyes that kept them lids shut tightly. I was accompanied by a typical morning full of screams that can be heard a mile away. Breakfast served at mamak's, gobbled up the usual Sunday intake, eventhough it is Monday. Made our way to Sunway for a lil' bit of ice-skating. I ended up being a noob back again, after let me see.. 4 years of not stepping on the ice with them heavy military-like boots and those sharp blades underneath, the whole of our body weight depends on them blades. Went on ice with my childhood friends whom I haven't seen since last year (Syamim, Kak Ika, Jazli/Anerosick, Faiz, Aiman comel). It was a pretty rad reunion for us. Ice-skating + Major fail falls + Laughing moments + Pizza hut + Wet asses = Ridiculously FUN. After that, headed back home with them lot. Unfortunately our pilot for today, Kak Ngah got lost on the way home. It was totally hilarious. We were like high monkeys that was on ecstasy or something. But, we ended up arriving at our destination safely.

THIS IS SO BORING.

Rama lama lama, ke-dinga de dinga a dong.

2010-02-13T12:15:00.013+08:00

My mind flew into a somewhat weird whirlpool for the past few days. That explains the unexpectable blues I've been covered with. But, the hype is back on! I swear.

Y'know what's the best thing to have when you're in a state where.. you don't know what to do? CHOCOLATE. Right, just killed it.

1 week is all I have to complete everything that are crucially a mind killer at this time of second, minute, hour, day, week.. Homeworks, projects and thingymajigs. I just gotta get over and done with it. The latter, I can't wait for! (Picturing me, with skates on the ice-cold ice and with the imbalance self, acting out a scene from Shrek with my Kakaks.) Uh'huh.. Ignore.

Backpacking anywhere wouldn't be in my schedule for the hols though, my body will be locked inside this house (partially-locked). But you'll prolly catch a glimpse of me skipping around like an ill-hobo in Wangsa Maju or BRP with at least something to eat in hand if you're that lucky. 'Cos stuffing myself during these holy days (it's an IN thing) is a must and it's the time where you can just do anything you want-- well, not exactly anything. But y'get the idea.

I'm so disorganized lately. Blame.. the numerous amount of work intake by yours truly from the wondrous teachers of le school. You just can't ask for more. Plus the daily stuffing of add maths nearly drove me to Detroit (sings Welcome To Detroit City), I'm no good with numbers and letters, both.. fused together equals to a complete confusion. (Example; me-- lost in the World-Most-Amazing maze) But.. Practice, practice, practice, is all I need. I hope. I don't wanna end up being a sore loser that couldn't ace such a subject.

Moving on. Being an awesome co-President of the Scouts like always (not), I made an oath and promised to at least organize a camp for the fellow members. With no experience of being the camp leader whatsoever, I'll strive to make it happen 'cos to be honest, the scouts club in my school had been such a bore. No camps. No activities. No nothing. It all adds up to a.. 0.

I think that's enough for today.

PS/ In dire need of more Hersheys.

2010-02-10T17:44:00.001+08:00

TTT.

2010-02-09T16:24:00.003+08:00

Today is Tuesday.

Nothing avid happened at school nor at home. It was just me and my current lover, the books. & Nani came by surprised after 2 weeks of her absence (Teknik stole her heart away from BRP). I kinda miss her. Just a bit. I might intrude her house tonight, depends.

K. Everything sucks at the mo.

Hell no.

2010-02-07T20:42:00.004+08:00

The pessimist is back to terrorize this world.

From this day and onwards, I solemnly swear I’m gonna quit jamming all the shit into this blog and make it into a somewhat territory that will make you bore till you are an inch near death. I’m no hilarious joker. I tend to be a little lass radically– in her own imaginary petite and invisible world with dainty unicorns and abnormal flying cat jollying and chanting Margot & the Nuclear So and So’s melodies that replaces the siblings ear-cringing screeches (in real life).. Eventhough I will be six-aggravating-teen in shall we say, 5 months time? A bloody long period of time. I shall make a time line that consists of things that should be done till July to cure this infinite boredom. (Insert some unintended pauses and a few cusses ‘cos I’m going nowhere for the 92579320th time this year) Tehehehe.

I just can’t wait till I’m seventeen/eighteen– or whatevs, with a driving license in thy purse to flaunt and post some ‘F-ck yeah, I’ve got a God-damn driving license and you don’t. Ha!’ on Facebook and bitch on about how rad I am. Or I can remain as the lass that places her ass alone on that plastic chair that is merely gonna collapse in less than 1 hour ‘cos it had to endure the excessive weight after losing everything I needed to survive (includes –insert a large amount of things that couldn’t be listed–), with a book and a pen and her journal (that consists of her life since she was officially announced as a loner) and some pleasing liquid to cure the tensed and void-like brain.

When Aisyah’s sanity rose from the dead, shit happens.