Crazy Mondays

I feel like bloody typing bloody something bloody right now. (Enough with the bloody-s.) I'm currently trap in my room and there's no where to go. The blood rushes to the brain too quickly till I feel like vomiting. The guitar is useless and doesn't entertain me much. The phone is kept on silent, no more disturbances. I'm here sitting on the chair, figuring out what to do next. I need to get out, to have fun, to shop, to have Javachip frappucino in thy hand. Maybe sitting at a silent corner in Borders will do; while enjoying Breaking Dawn, which I haven't finished reading yet. Oh puh-lease! I'm dying here. Can't you see?

I need new dresses! And yes, shoes and bags and all the things you could think off. All the things that a girl would crave for, that's what I need. A new decorated room would be nice too, getting bored of all the pink in the room. A huge bar of Cadbury will calm me down. But, too bad I'd gobbled them all up the other day. I'm left with nothing. Just my boring old self and the holy laptop ready to be sacrificed. (I'm crapping now. Sad, much?) I would rather be at school learning History than a full 24 hours with nothing to do. Brains corrupted again. God-damn it. Okay, I'm so going back to Runescape for this end-of-year holiday. Easy as that.

17 more days till Twilight! Yeah baby.

Will you marry me?

Saturday:

Potluck at sister's nursery, I was completely exhausted. But then, Syamim and Jazli (Jazlina/Anerosick) came and brought the hype again. Missed them both alot! The best childhood friends ever since I was born. And Jazli was making all these hilarious stupid jokes and kept taking a mick out of me (not fun). Played Halo on the holy laptop and screamed my lungs out, just like the old days. And had dinner at Alpha Angle with the ladies, steamboat for last night. I remembered the last time I ate there, it was horrid, to tell the truth. This time, all of us was laughing all night long to Kak Cat's jokes and imitations. You guys would love it.

Today:

A wake up call from the lad in the morn and got ready for Zoo Negara. I had no mood today, PMS? I wasn't really that talkative, more to quiet except with Hannah. I actually blurt out nearly everything in my mind, not really, but yeah. And Hannah was all like, she misses us dating together and kneeled down and said, "Will you marry me?" Killed it. Seriously, tak boleh blah. Then it rained heavily and we ran for our lives. We was stranded at the entrance of Zoo Negara due to the heavy rain. So, hung out near a phone box, the others was making prank calls and took a few numbers from mine (no idea who's). Yeah, I had alot of fun with the girls. Love you girls loads.

I find it typically boring.

It's like payday for the workers/me. Alas, exams are over. And I'm like, seriously half dead. Nothing much I could do now. Except for daydreaming and eating as much as I like until I become an obese. Long night chats, calls, the common routine will be continued. Waiting for text messages and IM all day long, the typical. Back to the old routine about having books in my hand in school.

& Lil J is heading for the runaway. (As in, run-away)

Yael Naim - Far Far

Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something to happen to her
everyday she writes words and more words
just to spit out the thoughts that keep floating inside
and she's strong when the dreams come cos' they
take her, cover her, they are all over
the reality looks far now, but don't go

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
oh oh oh oh

Far far, there's this little girl
she was praying for something good to happen to her
from time to time there are colors and shapes
dazzling her eyes, tickling her hands
they invent her a new world with
oil skies and aquarel rivers
but don't you run away already
please don't go oh oh

How can you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside
how an you stay outside?
there's a beautiful mess inside

Take a deep breath and dive
there's a beautiful mess inside
how can you stay outside?
There's a beautiful mess
beautiful mess inside

Oh beautiful, beautiful

Far far there's this little girl
she was praying for something big to happen to her
every night she hears beautiful strange music
it's everywhere there's nowhere to hide
but if it fades she begs
"oh lord don't take it from me, don't take it"

She says, "I guess i'll have to give it birth
to give it birth
i guess, i guess, i guess i have to give it birth
i guess i have to, have to give it birth
there's a beautiful mess inside and it's everywhere

Just look at yourself now
deep inside
deeper than you ever dared
there's a beautiful mess inside
beautiful mess inside

Love the lyric.

Out from the blue

Today, at 6.30pm will be the end of the nightmare.

Ever thought of somebody doing some ridiculous things, just for you? Trying to get you in anyway at all, or keep you and be close with you, just for you. (Aisyah, you have to stop writing these pieces of shits) End. I just can't wait till the end of today. Freedom. Not exactly, but yeah. Party! (Geez, Science and Kemahiran Hidup left) Holy cow. Yesterday, my tuition friends (le guys), they're getting all hyped up because we're going to start our lessons with Science, Chapter 4 - Reproduction. Sore losers. And they are so well dirty minded, and laughs their knuckle heads of because of the word burung and telur ayam. Pathetic, yes? And I think, I'll be getting ready for a sprint anytime in school today. If only I was Edward, with those ahmazing running skills. People wouldn't even notice. Quit dreaming. Back to reality and studying!

(Snatched from Zara)
Something that cheered me up this morning.

Is it?

What is a compliment?

1) an expression of praise, commendation, or admiration
2) a formal act or expression of civility, respect, or regard
3) compliments, a courteous greeting; good wishes; regards
4) Archaic. a gift; present.

And too much of these will surely annoy you or even better, drive you crazy. I like receiving compliments, to tell the truth. Most of them will put a smile on my face or even a grin, if you're lucky. But, those over the top ones are just out of my list. Agree, no? I'm having a hard life putting up with all of the unexplainable shits. Yes, I am. A helping hand, please?

And God! I envy all those end-of-year pictures that the sVians are uploading. Made me miss my old days and those fun, with those friends. The true and real friends, that I could trust and talk with. Yes, them.

Today, it's History and Civic. So, bye for now!

Not-so perf!

-3191

Plans for this end-of-year holiday (well, not-so what you call holiday) :-

1) 09/11 - Zoo Negara with the girls (Hannah wanted to see her long-lost-boyfie)
2) 16/11 - RAE (Radio Amateur Exam) Classes. Dang it!
3) ??/11 - Sleepover with the lassies, the lovely Munirah & Ninally!
4) ??/11 - Shop! Shop! Shop!
5) 27/11 - Twilight! Cineleisure with mes amis. Twilighters, see ya!

To be continued..

Anybody that's willing to rescue me this holiday?

Gee?

Late nights, early mornings. I've just earned a couple hours for sleeping for the past few days. Due to the empty addictive conversations with mes amis plus the race who will be the early bug for the day, so it ends around nearly to 4-ish. And be surprised, the legend MMORPG, Runescape is back in my vocab! (you wish- quit means quit!) I'm stuck now, with la new boyfriend, History book. And he is ever-so boring and makes me go all wild (in a bad away!) I tend to sleep on it instead of reading it.

And when the boredom strikes, below is the outcome:

Have You Ever...

[/]Played Spin the Bottle?
[ ]Toilet Paper someone's house
[ ]Played Poker with money
[ ]Gone swimming in a white T-shirt
[/]been tickled so hard you couldn't talk
[/]like someone but never told them
[/]went camping
[ ]had a crush on your brother's friend
[/]walk in the rain without an umbrella
[/]told a joke that nobody thought was funny
[/]been in a talent show
[/]started laughing at someone's bedtime
[/]worn something your mom didn't approve of
[ ]been to a nude beach
[ ]drank jack daniels
[ ]cursed in a church
[ ]been called a slut for kissing someone
[/]burnt yourself with a curling iron/straightener
[ ]wanted to be a police officer
[ ]dumped someone
[ ]been hit on by someone too old
[ ]wanted to be a model
[ ]bought lottery tickets
[ ]made out in a car
[/]cried during a movie
[/]wanted something you couldn't have
[ ]had sex on the beach
[ ]had the drink sex on the beach
[/]seen someone shoplift
[/]hung up on someone
[/]yelled at your pet
[ ]bought a thong when the cashier was a guy
[ ]tried to strip when drunk
[/]gotten seasick
[/]had a stalker
[/]played a prank on someone that had them really scared
[/]been embarrassed by one of your family
[/]felt bad about eating meat
[ ]protested
[/]been to an island
[ ]been in love
[/]ate just because you were bored
[/]looked at something everybody thought was ugly and said "aww"
[/]Screamed in a library
[ ]Made out with a stranger
[ ]Been Dumped
[/]Wished a part of you was different
[ ]asked a guy to dance
[/]been asked out by a really hot guy
[/]laughed so hard out cried
[ ]went up to a complete stranger and started talking
[/]been sunburned
[ ]kicked a guy in the nuts for being a pervert
[ ]threw up in school
[/]received an anonymous love letter
[/]had to wear something you hated
[ ]been to a luau
[ ]say your ex and wanted to kick his ass
[/]cursed in front of your parents
[ ]been in a commercial on tv
[ ]watched a movie that made you miss your ex
[/]been out of the country
[ ]been honked at by some guy when you were walking down the sidewalk
[/]won at pool
[ ]went to a party where you were the only sober one
[ ]went on a diet
[ ]been lost out to sea
[ ]cheated on your bf/gf
[ ]been cheated on
[ ]tanned topless
[ ]been attacked by seagulls
[ ]been searched in an airport
[/]been on a plane
[ ]been pants-ed
[/]thrown a shoe at someone
[ ]broke someone's heart
[/]sung in the shower
[/]bought something way too expensive
[/]done something really stupid that you still laugh about
[/]been walked in on when you were dressing
[ ]ran out of a movie theater because you were too scared of the movie
[ ]been kicked out of the mall
[/]been mean to someone then instantly wanted to take it back
[/]been given a detention on the worst day that you could get one
[ ]done something stupid when you were drunk
[ ]fell off your roof
[/]pretended you were scared so you could cuddle up with someone
[ ]had a deer jump in from of your car
[/]threatened someone with a water gun

Can you....

[ ]Unwrap a starburst with your tongue
[/]sing
[/]open your eyes underwater
[/]eat whatever you want and not have to worry
[/]ice skate
[/]sing in front of a crowd
[/]whistle
[/]be a bitch at times
[ ]do thirty pull ups
[/]walk in really high heals
[/]eat super spicy foods
[ ]skateboard
[/]sleep with the lights on
[/]mulititask
[ ]touch your nose with your tongue
[/]fall asleep easily in the car
[ ]do the cotton eye joe
[ ]play ddr and not fall
[ ]surf
[/]fit in your locker
[ ]do a split
[/]taste the difference between pepsi and coke

Stole from Fatin Najwa!