Au Revoir.

Ha-ha! It's already the 31st December!

There's nothing much to say about this year, except that 2011 had been a hell of a ride! Well, not hell, prolly heaven? Ok prolly not. So, it had been a wonderful.. Would you call it wonderful with those moments where you just feel like choking yourself to death by using Famous Amos cookies due to the uncontrollable stress? Ok. Mhm.. We'll just say, it had been a full-of-experience ride, even though it doesn't make sense. Right. Thank you Allah for this year!

I can't be arsed to elaborate more or summarized this year, like the old days. Till then! Happy New Year!
May 2012 be better than 2011! InsyaAllah. :-)


No Title.

Bonjour. I'm really good at neglecting things lately.. including this blog of mine. It would be really a miracle if I somehow rejuvenate my blogging skills again.

So, wazzapening? I have an L in hand! Next up, the driving classes & shit. But I swear, I'm gonna snuggle myself under a few layers thick of winter clothing because the room is that freezing cold and will be sleeping instead. Just smashin'! I find myself awaken by morning texts each day that naturally carves a smile on my face and the to-do list from mother. That pretty much brightened up my day, literally. Had the chance to watch STOMP in KLCC kudos to Kak Ngah, everything starting from the story line and dancing and steps were the same since the last time I saw it which was around 5 years ago. I still enjoyed it! ..with a few mild naps. Endless movies and TV shows kept me occupied the whole month until I have no longer have any God damn ideas on what to do. & Been cooking lunch and dinner each day to revamp my forgotten cooking skills because boarding schools doesn't supply a kitchen for the students. Not that I care now..

What else? Comic Fiesta, Mission Impossible 4, Senior Night.. Everything compiled in a day, probably the best day ever, even though it was slightly filled with embarrassing moments. But still, managed to catch up with the in-news and whatnots. Love! And the day after, I was with Asma, lost in China Town in Cheras (prolly I was the one that was lost) and watched Alexander's showcase.. Being a non-KPop fan, drowned in a sea of KPop fans literally shrieking Xander's name perpetually, it was plain horrid. I swear. Thank God my other half was there to keep me occupied via phone or else, I'd be sitting like a hobo somewhere in the VIP pit while the others were singing along and going bonkers to some foreign tunes that I hardly give a damn about. He wasn't even hot. Period.

And hey! It's nearly the end of the month/year. Conclusion? December has been an unproductive month. Bravo Aisyah, Bravo!


Throw Me Up.

Had an urge to blog, but currently at the wretched phase where you just wish to vanish into thin air without any valid reasons.


Something alike.

And as we stray further from love
We multiply the words,
Words and sentences long and orderly.
Had we remained together
We could have become a silence.”
-Yehuda Amichai, (trans. Assia Gutmann) from “Quick and Bitter


The Long Distance Relationship

Watch-worthy! Kudos to Raqib!


Can of Worms.

Everything is more complicated than you think. You only see a tenth of what is true. There are a million little strings attached to every choice you make; you can destroy your life every time you choose. But maybe you won’t know for twenty years. And you’ll never ever trace it to its source. And you only get one chance to play it out. Just try and figure out your own divorce. And they say there is no fate, but there is: it’s what you create. Even though the world goes on for eons and eons, you are here for a fraction of a fraction of a second. Most of your time is spent being dead or not yet born. But while alive, you wait in vain, wasting years, for a phone call or a letter or a look from someone or something to make it all right. And it never comes or it seems to but doesn’t really. And so you spend your time in vague regret or vaguer hope for something good to come along. Something to make you feel connected, to make you feel whole, to make you feel loved.
— Charlie Kaufman

Every single meager time I tried to key something in. I tend to erase it, just like how I would love to erase all those memories that corrupted my callow mind. I'm all melancholic, supposed to be all cheery and jubilant now I'm over and done with SPM and freed from that little island. But hey, that's life! A few countable mild bumps here and there won't hurt, would it?

& Look ma! Your lil' girl have graduated!





Lying to me won't do any good.


Lets do a lil' count down, shall we? 25 days left.



As you opened your eyes after a good night sleep, say Alhamdulillah, that you're still alive and there's a whole new day ahead of you for improvement.


Keluarga 69.

A Hatred Letter.

I'm pissed off. Just keyed in a full length essay of my week and the stupid internet suddenly failed me. & The post vanished. Just. Like. That.



Before I forget..

Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir + Batin.

I've never truly wished a happy eid to you lot.



Aint being a tad bit productive at all lately.
I'm not even sure what I'm supposed to do.
Homeworks? Studying? I think I'm just gonna do some headbangin'.



Just found the perfect dress for Annual Dinner. The theme is vintage. Hopefully they have still have em' in stock. All hail Zara.



Absence makes the heart grow fonder, oui?

Again, I apologize for the longggggg MIA. SPM and school have been keeping me occupied like, entirely for the previous months till I no longer have anytime to spare for blogging. Anyways, Selamat Berpuasa semua! Hope you guys will enjoy to the max fasting and performing tarawih, who knows, this might be the last year you'll be fasting.. Cherish your Ramadhan.

Will be going back on the 25th, so, watch out! Aisyah might be.. in your wardrobe playing hide and seek.


Live It Up.

Back in business. Not fancying every single meager bit of anything under the keyword of school. Thank God I'm still standing firmly on the ground with full blast of gravity pulling me downwards. Or else I'd be on a verge of a hilltop, waiting for something or to be precise, a someone to somehow land me a hand.. and rescue me. Now I'm back, safely at home after an hour of horrid flight from Langkawi, I'm wishing for momentous 2 nights at home.. Then, I'll be shoving my arse to Perlis to meet up with my fellow team mates on Thursday and immediately proceed to Terengganu for a mere 3 days for Maths Carnival.

World, be prepared. My beastly alter ego will find its exit.


The smell after rain
The feeling after crying
The sound after a second chance

The Usual.

Those missing jigsaw puzzles are finally found.


Whats not to love? A week or so away from being isolated behind bars with tons of tense moments that filled your helpless brain endlessly. I'm elated. Overjoyed. Insert more useless synonyms here. The past few months have been, shall I say, just fine? Aint sure. The continuous exams left the head a bit slow this holiday and the homework are trashed aside for a mo or two. But somehow will have to finish it all off before the due date or I'll see my arse being kicked to Christmas Island. Whatever it is, time for me to enjoy the holidays to the fullest before being placed back on that archipelago.


Go on and carve that grin on your face.

I swear MRSM Langkawi is the only place I'd like to be at the mo. Meh, I lied. Semester exam is just around the corner, and no I haven't got my seat belt tighten yet nor a car to ride on.. That didn't make sense. I aint got any aptitude to flaunt to you lot, I'm sorry. I'm just an uncouth lass, kindred to a monotonous sloth that you see in the zoo.


English lesson had just ended :B


Life as it is.

Things that have occurred for the past few months :-)



I can never comprehend nor formulate reasons why the jovial feelings tend to circulate continuously somewhere inside me when it appears to be near me. Pretty odd things.


Of Happiness and Disappointment.

The 94s.

It's the first time I went out with my lassies from MJSC Langkawi and it's the first time I met the lads ever since the last time we've met which was prolly years ago in Manchester, minus Fahmi & Fauzan Azmi. Had a rad time with the girls, Nadia, Afiqah and Auni, watched Beastly and Alex Pettyfer was incredibly yummy even though he was the beast in the movie. Still edible. Rating? 7/10.


Blood-sucking Lovelies.

Shah, look!

Spent my typical morning lazying around ma mere's office and getting my blood sucked continuously. Did I just say that it was typical? Okay, prolly it wasn't that typical. My name is frequently stamped across the pages in the Book of Doom (more like Book of semi-freedom because you get to wag prep time) at least once a month back in Langkawi. Thus, I bravely (ha-ha) took a blood test in IIUM Medical Centre and let the vampire-like object to suck my blood (vampire books induced) to check if I'm an inch near death and surprisingly I'm nowhere near any illness but not exactly fine. Been stressing myself out too much. & The doctor was all like 'Aisyah you gotta give yourself a rest and chillax, take it easy yo.' Not precisely in that manner, but y'get the idea.

I would now love to declare my love for..
A House of Night novels that I've been so engrossed reading for the past few days. Lets blame the sister for that. I managed to finish a book per day, am I awesome or do I just have no life? We shall keep that as a mystery. Even though it's not, but what the hell.

A change in mind, back to homework.

PS/ Xifu & The Algebra's hadith-reciting-turned-to-lovely-memorizing-friendly-music (?) is superbly lovely. Have a listen and they sure will captivate you. And no, I'm not transforming into an ustazah, but it would be awesome if I did. Different things you hear everyday might just change you little by little. An immense thank you to Teacher Ain :-)



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The 6th Hadith of the 40 Hadith Imam Nawawi.

صلى الله عليه عَنْ أَبِي عَبْدِ الله النُّعْمَانِ بْنِ بَشِيْر رَضِيَ الله عَنْهُمَا قَالَ: سَمِعْتُ رَسُوْلَ الله
وسلم یَقُوْلُ: (( إِنَّ الحَلاَلَ بَيِّنٌ وَإِنَّ الحَرَامَ بَيِّنٌ وَبَيْنَهُمَا أُمُوْرٌ مُشْتَبِهَاتٌ لا یَعْلَمُهُنَّ آَثِيْ رٌ
مِنَ النَّاسِ، فَمَنِ اتَّقَى الشُّبُهَاتِ فَقَدِ اسْتَبْرَأَ لِدِیْنِهِ وَعِرْضِهِ وَمَنْ وَقَعَ فِي الشُّبُهَاتِ وَقَعَ فِي
الحَرَامِ آَالرَّاعِي یَرْعَى حَوْلَ الحِمَى یُوشِكُ أَنْ یَرْتَعَ فِيْهِ. أَلاَ وَإِنَّ لِكُلِّ مَلِكٍ حِمَى، أَلاَ وَإِ نَّ
حِمَى اللهِ مَحَارِمُهُ. أَلاَ وَإِنَّ فِي الْجَسَدِ مُضْغَةً إِذَا صَلَحَتْ صَلَحَ الْجَسَدُ آُلُّهُ، وَإِذَا فَسَدَتْ فَسَ دَ
الْجَسَدُ آُلُّهُ، أَلاَ وَهِيَ الْقَلْبُ)). رواه البخاري ومسلم.

Daripada Abu Abdullah al-Nu'man ibn Basyer r.a. رضي الله عنهما beliau berkata: Aku telah mendengar Rasulullah SAW bersabda:

Sesungguhnya perkara yang halal itu terang jelas, dan sesungguhnya perkara yang haram itu terang jelas, dan di antara kedua perkara tersebut ada perkara-perkara syubhat yang kesamaran yang kebanyakan orang tidak mengetahuinya. Barangsiapa yang menjaga perkara syubhat maka sesungguhnya dia telah membersihkan agamanya dan maruah dirinya. Dan barangsiapa yang terjatuh dalam perkara syubhat, maka dia telah jatuh dalam perkara haram, umpama seorang pengembala yang mengembala di sekeliling kawasan larangan, dibimbangi dia akan menceroboh masuk ke dalamnya.

Ketahuilah bahawa setiap raja ada sempadan dan sesungguhnya sempadan Allah itu ialah perkara-perkara yang diharamkanNya. Ketahuilah bahawa dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad. Ketahuilah ia adalah hati. Hadis riwayat al-lmam al-Bukhari dan Muslim.

A lil' of something.

.. of an MJSC Langkawi turned-geek.

Wall of hope? @ Gunung Raya.

Frankly, quite useless.

Sup. The lady eye is back on track, for a couple of.. days. Things have been gruesome yet positively exciting (doesn't even make sense) minus the first standardize test's results which were not quite exhilarating. Insert tons of sad and soppy faces here which you will intend to punch.

+ Holidays, you say? Ha? What holidays? With a heap of homework that fills your desk and text messages of 'have you done this and that' during this time of year. Yes, indeed, it's a proper holiday for this lil' lass that is yet to be 17 and still thinks that she's nowhere near the age that ends with -teen. You see. I'll try not to compel my post with shits like why I dislike homework during holidays compared to a year without chocolate supplies or how I wish that homework are something foreign to us humans. So.. Another try, shall we?

Hi. Bonjour. I am now having my holidays and yet I have loads of homework to be completed. Way to go Aisyah. Level 1 failed. I think I can't do this quite often, you get the idea why.


I SERIOUSLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO BLOG NOW. 1 month hiatus, that's a lot of days.

Ok, au revoir. You can unfollow me.. starting from.. NOW!


Something avant garde, no. Something new.

Back for Chinese New Year w/ a luggage full of killer homework the teacher fed the students before our flight back home and a need-to-mend heart.

Overall, things aren't going so well for me after all. Been struggling in school w/ the heaps of homework and duties here and there. A resolution of losing weight will surely not be crossed out in red this year. No more time for meditating at the basketball court during the evening. No more midnight gossips, no more maggi, no more fattening food, no more everything.

Sometimes, we have to sacrifice the things we love in order to grant our wishes.

& I am making no sense. Sayonara, I need to set up a few dates w/ my everyday companion.