Fresh kickoff, shall we?

Well, well, well. What do you know. 2009 is coming to an end. A happy ending, I must say.

Au revoir 2009 'cos 2010 is gonna kick ass.

I'm in no hyped mood at the mo. Not like last year's 31st. I've been spending time with Gossip Girl Season 3. Thanks to a friend of mine for the link because without it, I would probably in a casket by now.

+ It's time to fold the past away and relocate the unwanted memories and lock it up somewhere far. And its time to unfold a new year with loads of surprises and extraordinary adventures that may turn you upside down or inside out or whatever. I'm all drowsy + starting to crap now.

+ I may not feed you loads of feedback regarding everything post-worthy on what I've encountered this year. But, this is will do. I guess.

And I won't be that psyched about blogging every single week from now on. It's in the list of my new resolutions. Not. I haven't even written anything yet cos I'm lazy like that. The holiday's laziness is still dreading on. What shall I do.. Ah.

Whatevs it is.

HAPPY NEW YEARRRRRRRRRRRR!

PS/ I can't wait to start school at the new kindergarten 'cos for sure it's gonna be ultra fun with those striking coloured walls. HAHAHAHAHA.

Do we have enough time?

Wow. 1 day left till the new year. Can you actually believe it? I'd usually rant and most probably splurge out anything that has to do with school on the 30th. It's a yearly thing. But you know what, I guess I'm just gonna keep it nice and simple with 10 paragraphs that will absolutely bore you till you're 7 feet below. Just giving a warning.

January. The first month of me transforming into a lunatic in Form 3. Back to being the junior of the morning session. Back to me being the loser of the year. Back to the phase where all the problems conquers my life. And back to the part where I bitch a lot in my notebook wondering where the hell should I place it and then later finding out that my sister has been reading it. That's just well awesome.

February. March. April. May. June. The months that I haven't been bothered about. Just flip through the Archives if you're bothered. Because I truly don't remember anything rant-worthy for these. Minus the fact that I had my first debate competition which I thought I truly screwed up. But in the end, scoring a few of The Best Speaker. And ditto to the time when I passed my RAE exam and I was head over heals because of the day trip to Singapore was all in my hand. I ended up buying a handy which I barely used. I kinda lost interest in the Radio Amateur world. Sad thing. Or.. or.. okay forget about it.

July. A really tough month. My birthday, when the ultimate collision occur. When the alien attacked earth. When I had my head on my knees for a while. When I had to cover up my anger management shit. I don't think it exists anyway. So, my birthday was truly one of the best birthday I ever had. With the pizzas at the park and then ditching them for a game of basketball in the rain and then running off to one of my mates house for a water bomb fight sessions. Those times I truly miss. I just wish we have those times again.

August. September. When the pessimist thoughts began. With the excruciating awful results up my sleeves and heaps of things to be in control of. I thought I was living in planet with non-living things roaming around. And plus PMR that was waiting for me around the corner. But these are the things I can barely escape from. The things that naturally comes and hopefully goes. Typical problems scattered around me.

October. PMR. Those 3 letter abbreviations that plays in my head every single second of a minute of an hour of a day of a week.. I'll stop. Drastic examinations day of PMR usually results in me acting like a sloth on the bassinet watching Boy Over Flowers the whole evening. Imagine, 5 hours of having your eyes glued to the pixel screen. 5 hours of agravation! Not really. It just cheers me up after the tough day. Moving on.. There's nothing else that is stupendously interesting or mind-blowing. So, I'll wrap it up here.

November. So what do we have for November? Everlasting days in front of the darling lappy? Or endless nights on Little Big Planet and being zombified by them. Or is it just the holidays that weren't really up to my expectations? I'll leave them unanswered cos it'll be cool like that.

DECEMBER. The month where everything seems like it'll come to an end. An end that nobody has an idea when it will end. And I don't know what I'm crapping about..

Well, mhm.. Overall it had been an unexpected year. Everything is unexpected really. But hey, there will always be ups and downs in every single year. No surprises. But this year really surprised me the most.

It's not the end, love.

Muazzimo is asleep. So, shhhh!

I'm at the point where I'm supposed to go all cuckoo over the bob-heads Upin and Ipin which are literally staring at me right this second and it's creeping the crap out of me. I would flee from it by now like my Runescape character after catching a glimpse of the Level 124 Evil Chicken. But then again, they are Muazzimo's friends when I'm not around. So I guess, I'll try to be cool with it. He'll usually grab the head and start chucking it everywhere or at some time.. hug them in a weird manner. But he's cute after all, so whatever he does is cute. And I have no idea why I'm talking about this.

Right.. Quirky moments.

Last night was tremendous, the food was delicious, I practically filled 101% of my tummy and it was an inch away from bursting. Not. Gorgeous barbequed salmon, creamy fettuccine, roasted chicken wrapped with around with beef strips.. I can go on forever. Sadly, I can't. The desserts are the ultimate highlight for the night. They were heaven. Heaven for real. I snatched a cake of every type.. for only myself because I'm a selfish loser like that and dripped some melted chocolate from the chocolate fountain thingymajig. As you know, I wasn't bothered to finish it all up. My throat was telling me to quit eating the cakes before you'll know what will happen next.

It's the same.

+ It had always been the same.

Boredom is taking over me. Sadness covers a part of me. While happiness is nowhere to be found.

Aint needed.

AISYAHTRON -lah sangat.

Expect the unexpected.

I am way beyond ecstatic.. at first. Alhamdulillah, the unexpected became a reality. And congratulations to everybody that had the guts to actually attend school to pick up their results. Nothing truly awesome happened today. Except the fact my mates and I had McDonalds for lunch straight after we received our results and then went off to One Utama to catch a movie. Sounds like a good day? Well yeah, it was more or else like a perfect day that I've wished for a long time. Watched Avatar with my sister and my boys. (my boys, hahaha!) The movie was about 3 hours long? But hey, it was serious shit awesome. The graphics, the sounds, everything.

Everything had gone well and I think I have just lost my blogging vibes. Come baaaaaack you..

Karaoke machines and sexy voices.

TITLE TAK BOLEH BLAH GILA.

I will be facing some major head-bashing experience in a couple of hours and my parents wouldn't make it in time to catch a glimpse of me soaking my sleeves with tears. That's a good thing. And then.. Okay, I suck at writing this. See ya tomorrow 15s! Good luck, once again! :-)

+ I stumbled upon a really cool friend named Jaafar EVIL Yahya. HAHAHAHA.

Opposite attracts.

That means.. me and you, would probably repel? K crappin'.

Holla from Wangsa Maju! I flippin' miss this place. I mean it's a rad place to live, unlike.. Nevermind. Sounded like it had been 947290 years since I've visited this place. Aliens are making strange noises, more like an abnormal music composition of how I heard it. (Psst, siblings snoring.) Spent my morning in Alfa Angle and played in the arcade with the kiddies. Muazzimo somehow was afraid of the Merry-Go-Round. He made this face as if his guts were gonna splurge out any minute. Totally unbelievable.

Wait a sec. My kakak wanna use the laptop. LOL. I'll complete the update laterzzzzzzzzzzz.

Hey, ho, let's go!

The best pleasure in your life is when you have chocolates in both hands.

Ever had a day where you just felt like cuddling up under your duvet till the next morning or just sitting down on a truly comfy chair and then super gluing your eyes on to the laptop screen for the whole forsaken day? If yes, you must be (insert a word).

I kept having the same track on repeat for the whole morning.. I think I'm going insane. Maybe, I already am. But please, don't flee from me. I'm still the nice old Aisyah. I hope. The daily tasks have been accomplished, I think. Cooking, cleaning up the crib, sitting like a sloth in front of the laptop, cleaning up Muaz, eating Vanilla ice cream + Hershey chocolate syrup, drowning into the dreamland. K I don't need to list them all down. Or you guys will probably click the irresistible red X up there. The day us 15s have been waiting for are just around the corner. I don't know how I should be feeling. Scared? Nervous? Happy? Giddy?

MLIA

12 days.

Can you wait for 2009 to be over?

Yeah, wut?

BTD once again.

Let's yield those scythes!

Here we go again..

The word scythe had been one of my favs recently. I've been trying to chop my mate's head virtually with a virtual scythe via YM. How rad is that? Rhetorical question. Ervin made me dive into the whimsical world of The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy. Dimwitted Billy makes the show all glorious by showing his thickness. And yes, I blame Ervin. K joke. Don't go crying to Makcik Husna now. Nothing extravagant or post-worthy had happened this morning. Just me, and my sacred friend facebook and the darling pillow, and my life partner tele and Muaz! It's Muaz's first birthday today. Wait, second actually-- the date he was born includes as his birthday right? Whatevs. He's 1 year old today and still adores to show off his cuteness and his ability to walk like a chick in front of his audience. Chick as in chicken's baby. Right. And it's Izzudin's 15th birthday today. Aw, 15. Get that, FIFTEEN! Well just look at that, my adik is getting older by every second of an every minute of an every hour.. and so on. This should receive a big, fat, LOL.

Remember this? Epic days. ROFLROFLROFL.

The definition of Gaylordx:

i) Low in strength or inability to fulfill the ultimate gayness.
ii) A lord of all the gayness that are happening in this era and the ruler of all the gaylordx on Earth.
iii) A particular Gaylordx opened a society called the Gaylordx Corp for the Gaylordx United Nation.

The "x" stands for hardly anything, just some letter to make things look gayer.

Anonymous 1: Who is the king of all of the Gaylordx?

Anonymous 2: He's standing right in-front of me, looks like he has the ability to be gay.

Anonymous 1: Errr, me?

Anonymous 2: YES!

BTD again.

Hi. My name is Bored to Death. You can call me Bored to Death. If you want to be my friend, please proceed the next counter of the 'Bored to Death is unavailable right now due to her extreme boredom that caused death.'

Yours truly, Bored to Death.

I have nothing better to do. And it's raining again! Woo! Time for the fabtastic LBP! (Dances barney style!) I laik tu muv it, muv it. Yu laik tu, muv it!

PS/ PMR results will be out on 24th December. Prepare your mourning/wedding gowns or suits 15s!

My posts sound super useless nowadays due to the brain cells and idea light bulbs that are not in sync at the mo. + It is probably dying every single second that it is spared on seeing the colourful pixels on the laptop and tele.

Pure genius.

Incredible weather.

It's raining and internet is being it's self, a b_t_h. I wholeheartedly love the rain, but I just hate how much disturbance it causes in between + the aftermaths. Enough said.

Somebodys gettin' older.

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY NOR HANANI BAKARI!

You're old + I'm likin' it. Haha.

Love you loads!

Did you know how stupendously hard it was to scavenge your pictures? 'Cos you were always the one that hids behind the camera.

Why Nani is such an awesome friend:

▲'Cos she's always there for you. Definitely.
▲ She's easy going + friendly. I'm like the opposite.
▲ Serious shit plaaaayful but she can be serious at times, that scares me somehow.
▲ Lovely + pretty, she really is.
▲ A proper example of a PRS. I'm so proud of her.
▲ Youngest of our troops. She acts like the eldest though. :-P

Finite Incantatum.

Still wondering why I wasn't as cute as him when I was his age. ROFL.

I'm into Mr. Potter's wondrous spells + curses + shizz. Google it up. Now you know how to put spells on people and curse them without them knowing. Clever ay? (I'm still in my own world, don't mind me) I'm such a bad influence. Isk.

I need to do some school items shopping because I just have to. I've done none at the mo. Zero. Nada. We usually do late school shopping 'cos we'd outgrown them quickly. Tried to drag my parents out today because my dad said he wanted to go out last night.. or was it just me dreaming. Wait, it might just be me 'cos they didn't say anything about going out this morning. Darn it! Why have I been talking to myself a lot lately..

+ Mhm, I've been quarantined in the house since Friday and I need to get my legs properly stretched (taking a stroll in OU) 'cos it's killing me like hell. I'll probably end up on the wheel chair in 30 years (or less, yikes!). And no, I'm defo not praying for it. I don't really know how people can cope staying at home for the whole week. Wait a sec, let me ask the previous me in the previous years. (Silent moment..) Right.

And I just spent my Sunday morn with a PS3 controller, rocking Little Big Planet with my little brother and some random players online. Got a lil' bit crazy and started laughing till I choked to death over some undeniably stupid steps that left me dying whilst the other players were enjoying their time stealing all the points. I'm going nowhere again. But I tell you what, it was bloody cool till my mum suddenly stops us from ruling our dreamland.. and back to the chores + cooking. Welkam tu mai laif.

I have a sudden urge of transforming the typical self into a ninja that slice and demolish somebody into pieces. Peace.

It'll be forgotten tomorrow.

We The Kings Ft. Demi Lovato - We'll Be A Dream

ON REPEAT. HELP.

Halucinations & Unwanted citizens.

@ Batu Feringghi

BEING SICK IS WELL AWESOME.

(Inserts some sarcastic punch-me-will-you-faces)

After swimming in the hotel, my body temperature rose, my head spun non-stop, I can no longer survive on feet. Well I can, but I'm bloody tired. After going to Sunway Lagoon, went on that boat thingy that spun 360 degrees, twice. I felt like I'm on the edge of some other planet-- Pluto, I suppose. After kicking and having a rad time in the water while having to cope with the sickness, it doubles up the awesomeness. And after having to stay at home and clean up while the others are off to KLCC.. it triples the awesomeness. I can't sleep. I can barely eat, even though I'm hungry. I have a sore throat, I feel like slitting it 'cos I can't endure the pain. I have an effin' runny nose that wouldn't let me breathe. I have a killer headache that wouldn't let me shut my eyes.

Solution: I think I need a nice tub of ice-cream for myself. Only myself.

K I'll shut up. Au revoir.

Cuckoo in the head.

Oh hi. I'm in the sight of Muaz whacking the table with a tablespoon. Okay, not funny. I wanna go swimming, but I left my swimming kit at home. I need ice cream, but they're about RM20 for a bowl, like what the eff. I want to get out of this hotel, but my dad says the shop opens up late. I am bored of shitty connections, but too bad I have to deal with it.

Let me get to the optimistic part of my brain. 'Cos we have to be optimistic in the morning so our day will be.. great. (Searches the brain thesaurus for other words-- Nothing Found) Loading.. Loading.. Done. The breakfast was awesomely good. I felt like eating more 'cos it looks irresistibly yummy. But my big tummy couldn't fill in more junk or you'll know what will happen. + Asma and I had a conversation about the debate competition I had ages ago. Then, I started coming up with the phrases that this awesome guy said. It was totally hilarious. We probably laughed till the end of the cafe can hear us clearly. And now, here I am typing out these unreasonable words to bore you guys to death.

By the way, to those that are taking the UKKM for MRSM. You guys seriously have to study like, seriously well. Especially Maths! So get studying! + Good luck!

And I don't have the chance to upload any pictures up. Mac doesn't have a SD card place thingymajig. I'll try to upload some later on when I get my hands on the netbook. Hehehe.

This message is brought to you by, yours truly.

The adventure begins during weekdays.

Can't be arsed to type up the stuff that happened in Penang. I'm a lazy ass like that.

I'm incapable of doing anything right this second excluding lying down like a hedgehog on the couch while watching Hannah Montana with Asma + Hakim. I'm so effin' bored and sleepy right this second 'cos I was in the car for over 4 hours and I am hungry even though I had a well late dinner at Danga Bay few hours ago. Nothing is spared right this second. Just the grumpy ol' face. I'll be in Johor Bharu till Wednesday. Amazing weekdays for me awaits, hopefully. All day shopping, baby! I pity my mum though, she'll be in the conference room all day long. Heh.

I feel like playing Little Big Planet after the rough (yeah, right) day.

Now.. I have to iron my mum's clothes. Taaa!

Totally rad.

New Moon wasn't that amusing compared to the book. I mean, c'mon nothing including the motion pictures can literally beat the actual book. Had an excursion at One Utama with the darling (cough) siblings for New Moon yesterday, sadly without Munirah and Nina. Met Farhana and her friends and Hafiz outside the cinema. Them lil' kids (Hakim and Hafiz) got chatty as usual. Overall rating for the movie: 5/10. That bad. 'Cos I truly detest the ending.

Headed for Subway for lunch after deciding where to eat for about a mere 30 mins or so. Then, escaped to the usual place to window shop 'cos I am not willing to break my oath. I keep my promises. LOL. All of a sudden, the hero, Dadster came to the rescue and brought his incredibly magic card along. Scored a skinny from Dorothy Perkins. I was all happy and cheery for the whole day. I sounded like some desperado. Note: I haven't been buying anything ever since Raya Aidilfitri. Well, I have but.. uh? Am I awesome or wuttt?

My sistahz from anotha motha came last night. It was sickkkk. A total blast! 'Cos we mutated from the innocent lassies into them wackos you will never have thought of. Had a late night with them holy irresistable sleepover schedule. Zamray was an awesome bloke last night with his fake British accent. I'll give it a 66%. But, Nina and Asma pretty much killed it the whole morning + with the scary laughs and karaoke that scared the shit out of me. And like always, I was the first to hit the bed and travel to my dreamland at 3.45AM 'cos I couldn't really stay up any longer. 7 hours in One Utama and then sleeping early in the morn? It aint a good combination except for the insomaniac (insomniac + maniac). (/point Asma)

Woke up early in the morn today-- 6.30AM. Cooked breakfast, the typical English breakfast. Don't ask why. Felt like eating them. And fell back to sleep at 9AM till 11AM 'cos I was dead exhausted. Thank God I'm still alive.. or not? Made lunch, it didn't work out at first but the aftermaths turned out alright based on the sister. It was delicioussssss. Yeah, I like self complimenting at times.

Dashed in the rain to McD with my lasses and Hezrin in the afternoon. We were 100% soaked when we got there. It was.. fun? Met Raqib, Syafiq, Zahir and the other dude (forgotten his name, apologies). Ate there, went all drowsy, coughed like a 'mad mans' (inner joke) and went all giddy soon after. Odd, just odd. Walked home and danced in the rain.. again. And now, I am proud to announce that I am currently sick! 3 cheers for Aisyah!

Munirah and Nina, you've made my week! Love you guys loads ♥

The End of 301109 - 011209's rants.

Bonjour.

I'm in the world of self-delusion. Where.. I am wherever I want to be.

LOL WTFZZZZZZ BACK TO REALIHHHTEHHH.

Eid-ul Adha was on 27th November and here I am, stuck and super-glued in Muar with the shittiest internet connection ever. It aint a good combination. I wouldn't be able to blog if it weren't for the amount of patient I have with me right now-- I just had breakfast, lucky. I would usually ditch the lappy for something more productive like.. the TV! Yes, TV! Or wasting my precious time with my precious texting mates. They're the ones that cure my boredom whenever nothing fun can be done. Or I could just sit around and do some revisions on Science for the MRSM's exam coming up this 7th December (Yeah, right) which I am nowhere near ready-and-let-the-party (exam)-started!

But, I have good news! Good news are usually more pleasurable to key-in. I'll be spending the typical Moody Monday with my darling Nizzy and bloody Nina in OU! We're gonna catch up on New Moon. I know, we're a bit late. But, who cares. So, it'll be the Marvelous Monday instead tomorrow. (Why the eff do I sound ever-so hyped up) And according to the 701 Oath, I truly swear down that I won't spend my cash on something I don't need 'cos I'm really, really skint right now. That's the helluva no fun bit. Anyways, that's the only thing I'll be looking forward next week, really. And I'll be off to Penang on Thurs. I am not sure what I'll be doing there.. Mhm. Anybody kind enough to list me down some must-go places?

I'll be heading off home in the afternoon! (Dances with glee!)

Enigmatic morning rage.

This room is simple but serious shit daintyyy + the Macbook.
I WANTTT!

And this is the dragon's lair.

Nothing is update-worthy.

Not a blissful day.

I haven't posted anything in ages. That's very unlikely of me. Probably the blogging vibes have made it's exit after days and days of ultra boredom that will probably send you to bed after reading each sentences. I don't even know if I'm making sense or not. Well, what the hell.

Wangsa Maju came to the rescue when I had nowhere to go. Well I do, but then the house would probably be deserted if I didn't escape and make my way to Wangsa Maju. Played basketball in Seksyen 5 with my loved ones. I purposely dropped out half-way.. because I was tired. Lies. I wasn't into basketball like the old days. Right.. the old days. (Does the awkward frown thingymajig.) Gossiped with Shahera and Hanim non-stop till I fell off this exercising thingy, the conversation got way too interesting. Nothing impressive though. Hunger pangs struck. It sucks hard. After 'playing' basketball, we headed off to KFC cos I was all 'mengedik gila nak pegi'. It was crowded with.. I don't know, maybe Year 6s and Form 1s? Had cheesy wedges all for myself-- That hungry! But y'know I wasn't that evil, bought some for my other mates aswell. Went back home and had a movie marathon. Popadum + Setem. They were quite amusing. Thumbs up! Wangsa Maju ends here because my parents won't allow me sleep overnight for some odd reasons. Right.

New Moon in 4 days. Can't go to the Premieres this time. Raya Haji is just around the corner.. so yeah. I'll be shoving myself back to kampung. Kuala Selangor then.. Muar kot? I don't know. So I'll probably go next week, if my dad allows me to. You will allow me, right, Pa?

I don't know where this post is going. Ugh. I'll stop here.

Liking things that way.

Nothing is good so far. Knowing the fact that my batik pouch thingy got stolen at school, which had my personal stuff inside it-- fah-bulous! (HAHAHA inside joke) Moving on.. I've got good news and bad news. Which one first? The good news is my bad news is aint that bad to be precise. The bad news is we're going to be left with no eccentric Form 5s anymore to annoy next year. I'll probably miss them gazillion loads <3 I didn't even have the chance to wish them Good Luck and say the last few words till we'll be separated. Mhm well, just not my luck. Maybe on Wednesday, or will it be too late?

Eeek!

I LOST THE STUPID RING.

2012, hell yeah!

Today:

▲ My mates and I managed to find our ways to Pavi from KLCC. LOL. I mean like, serious shit it's probably my first time there. Biarlah aku jakun jap T_T
▲ Had JCos, cos me and Shaza were hungrier than your pet Lion. Uh'huhhhh.
▲ Went to watch 2012 and was just in time for the movie due to the long queue for the popcorn and shizz.
▲ Froze to death in there. Thanks to the sweater that saved my life.
▲ Roamed around F21 to find some jeans I've been wanting. Tough luck, didn't even find them eventhough it was as one of the biggest retailer. I'd rather go to OU's. Sigh.
▲ The new Cotton On was rad. I likeeee. Grabbed a seriously adorable dress for a pretty good price and got Hannah's late birthday gift. Sorry babe.
▲ Saw some old school mates in school uniform. Aint awesome. Exchanged weird looks, as usual.
▲ Rings galore at Diva. I finally, I mean finally got the ring that I've been wanting. Sad, much?
▲ Danced in the rain on the way back to KLCC. Probably-- ran or rushed back there.
▲ BK was good. Better than usual minus the sadness that occurred during some point. Ama got me those BK crowns to cheer me up! :-')
▲ Went back to Wangsa Maju and stayed till what? 1130PM+ I wish I could stay till next year..

The Awakening of wha?

An emptied, blank mind is all I require for the time being.

Nothing had been productive and fun for the past few days. Tried to rejuvenate everything, outcomes = nothing worked. Huh. Well hopefully I'll be having an awesome time this Friday and Saturday in PD with my mates. That's a hopefully. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

& I've been dreaming about vampires lately. Ugh, too much vamp influenced books.

061109

Guess who's up next?

Here we go again.

You could probably guess what I've been doing today.

Mhm.. Things come and go. Feelings run and they flow. Hatred will be locked safe inside. Whereas the happiness are free to fly. Odd thoughts accumulate as I read sentence by sentence of a rather
less attractive detective novel which I don't really fancy. The mind would start to wander off somewhere further than the sky above and I'd ponder upon things that struck my mind out of the blue. I'd be tangled up in my own world for mere seconds till my friend's laughter can be heard from across the room. Wake up.. I'd lead myself in a realm of my medieval times, the surroundings were ever so clear. It was those mesmerizing days where I would either cheer till no voice can be heard or smile the whole day till my jaws suddenly drops. But, I wasn't really keen on remembering them recounts. It'll just make me yearn for it, again. It's no good.

Off to bed. Yes, this early. Good night.

Archetypical Routine.

You'd spot me with a book in my hand the whole day in school today. Cos I'm an awesome bookworm like that. Started reading The Hollywood Ending by Robyn Sisman. A dull start of a novel, it wasn't like those novels that truly catches your mind and brings you into the whole fantasy world that you'd imagine whole-heartedly till you can't even recall what your friend had told you few minutes before. I wasn't really up to reading it though. But, the book is the one and only entertainment I had left for the next 97345 hours until it's time to get our ass outside the school gate. Well the book is really about an actress named Paige or what she calls herself, an actor, living in Hollywood and flew cross country to London for the Shakespear theatre. And yadayadayada.. You'll probably fall asleep quater-way through because I truly did. Stashed my head into the book while sleeping, typical. Or maybe I was over loaded with last night's schedule (I sound like a busy 'woman'-- didn't even do much) and was pretty much weary.

And heeeeeeeey, I'm trying to look as happy as I can. (Fakes a happy face) HA. Who gives a shit anyways. -- Singing Kate Nash - Merry Happy.

Sincerely, me.

Nothing I expected.

Tremendous weekends followed by a horrid Monday. Slept at Iman's during the weekends, made these awkward pizzas-- they weren't that awkward. Had skull and star pizzas for dinner that made me bloated half-way through. Post-dinner, we watched an immense amount of not-so scary movies. Tried on having a movie marathon that stopped around 2AM due to the wrath of the unbeatable eyes that were constantly closing. Woke up around 930AM because of.. heck, I don't know. Everybody was up then and I was the only one that was still lying down, drop-dead. Had breakfast and such and such. Made candy apples with Iman Le Chef. Mission 031 accomplished. Then used the leftovers to make dainty candies. It woz fun. Seriously. Then we watched Forrest Gump and played Little Big Planet. Death calls me every single time, kept dying while playing it. Mhmmm.. I have nothing else.




Today:

▲ Read My Lost and Found Life by Melodie Bowsher.
▲ Nearly fell asleep in class.
▲ Stuffed in the crowded Makmal Bahasa where the Form 5As were serious shit noisy.
▲ Ran around school like a maniac, again. It's a typical routine now.
▲ Ate loads but I can still feel the hunger roaring through my tummy.
▲ Craving for vanilla ice-cream.
▲ Sore hands due on trying to play John Mayer - Heart Of Life.
▲ Annoyed by some disturbing comments-- Perlu ke?
▲ Tired of everything. I mean, EVERYTHING.
▲ My flower is wilting and dying :-'(

Weirdilicious.

MASTAH EVIL IZ BACK!
HAHAHAHAHA. (gelak sampai mati)

Say no more.

The things you like doesn't mean the things you'll get. Major boredom alert. At school, I've been lazying off with my books, again. Then had a cheese rush (LOL?) and helped the teachers to do some jobs here and there with Nani. We hung out in Makmal Bahasa, again. There's nowhere else we can camp during the day, except for the class which was a bit shitty. We were suppose to go and watch some movie. Sadly, the other students from the other classes doesn't give a damn and were not willing to cooperate with us. So, that was a no. Perfect frowns were shaped after hearing the news. Hiqmal tried to annoy me, but he failed. HA-HA. I am tired, once again because I've been travelling like a nomad all around school. Imagine.

Mushroom soup + cheese = ?

Another day of total exhaustion.

I just came home from swimming in Rahman Putra Club with Nawal and my brother and his friends. They were pretty much hyped. Don't know what they've been on. LOL. Anyway, today was a tiny, tiny bit fun. Or not. We had this little rattan handcraft workshop with the people from the National Handcraft place thingymajig. So they taught us how to do some bits and bobs. I nearly lost myself when I tried to do a butterfly, it took me flippin' ages to alas create a (cough) masterpiece. After break, we started to do the place mats. Making them was such a joy! I lied. This one took me about.. I don't know, quicker than the previous one after getting somebody to teach me one by one cos I'm slow like that when it comes to these kinda things. After that, my friends and I hung out at Makmal Bahasa-- the hall was such a bore. It was air-conditioned, nobody can say no to it. Read books, played UNO and went online on facebook. That's about it. Went home. Drenched self in the heavy rain by running like a maniac across the car park. Another hell of a joy! Woo! Came home and then went swimming. Then had mushroom soup with cheese (ew or nice?) while watching Obsessed for the second time this week. And here I am! At home and alive!

--Sorry if there's some typos. I don't double check my posts. BYE!

None likely day.

Netball, volleyball and swimming. All in a day. A total exhaustion.

My group came 2nd for netball (pulls a sad face), I practically messed up in volleyball that lead everybody laughing nonstop-- it wasn't fun seeing some dude that rarely laughs laughing at you and my whole body is currently aching due to a heck of a long time not soaking myself in the swimming pool. But it was serious shit joy. My mates and I had all the swimming pools to ourselves yesterday's evening, so whatcha waitin' for. We were yelling, running, acting all giddy, gossiping, water bombing like those typical girls when they see a pool full of water in front of their eyes. So yes.. We even stayed inside the water when it was raining. I mean who would say no to the swimming pools even if there are hails? For sure I won't. Because I haven't set my foot in there for ages. After swimming, my tummy grumbled violently.. as usual. Ate at the cafe there. It was alright. But my hunger pangs won't skedaddle. Ate more when I reached home. After dinner, I dropped dead on the bed around 830PM. So that was yesterday!

There's nothing much going on in today's sched. Overall, it was pretty boring. Went to school and done the usual shizz, sat down and heard all of the talks and all for the whole day. So yeah, imagine. Sitting in the stuffy hall the whole day. A major torture by the loving teachers.

Learn.

I used to buy these. It was cool back then.

BTD.

This happens when you have nothing to do. I mean na-da.

Lets start with a tricky one, what's the real reason to why you're confused right now?
I'm on full tummy-- bloated. Pissed off. Wanting something.

Do you cry when you don't get what you want?
Na'aaaaah.

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
I used to.. :-(

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?
LOL. SAYONARA.

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
What would I say? Mhm, probably.. OH SHIT NOT HIM AGAIN.

What were you doing at 11pm last night ?
Entertaining myself with le worthy Internet.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
I'll be like.. ***** *** *******. Y'get the idea.

Single or Taken?
I don't know?

What are you listening to?
My chair squeaking like mad + DCFC - I Will Follow You Into The Dark.

What time do you go to bed?
Whenever I like. I like it late.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Yes. Yes. Yes.

Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do with both?
No?

Do you always answer your texts?
Yes. You should see how many text I send per day.

Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
Hate is a bad word.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
At school.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Obviously :-)

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I'll be baking brownies tomorrow. That didn't happen.

Is anyone else in the room with you?
Nope.

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
Neither. Well, now.. I guess?

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?
Yes.

In the past week, have you cried?
Yes.

What color is the shirt you are wearing?
Red.

Do people ever call you by your last name?
Yes, when they have nothing good to do.

Is anyone ignoring you right now?
I have no idea? What d'ya think?

Do you have a best friend?
YESSSSSSSS.

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Loads of time, I'm an outdoor person.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Hate to love? Lol WTF. Nope.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Syafiq? YES. HAHAHAHA Joke. Nah.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?
Before.

Where is your phone right now?
Infront of me.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Mhm sadly, yes.

Are you someone who worries too often?
It depends.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed. I like to imagine that there is gonna be somebody that will sneak into my room if it's open. :-/

Are you happy?
I'm just okay.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to school. Sit infront of the lappy all day long. Sleep.

What smiley face do you use often?
:-)

Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough?
Uhhh no?

Who were you with Saturday night?
All my loved ones :-)

What is bothering you?
9071 things. I can't be bothered to list em' down.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?
VANILLA!

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Uh yeahs and I iz jealz.

Spell your name without an a?
ISYH. Isn't that awesome.. not.

Do you like hugs?
YES I LOVE HUGS.

Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Tiang Gol. Hahahaha.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Nope!

Feel like talking to someone you haven't in a while?
YESSSSSS DESPERATELY.

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Can't remem. Don't care.

Did you sleep alone last night?
I sleep alone every night.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes :-)

Did anyone ever see you kiss?
Kiss what? The mirror? Lol. Nah.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Unfortunately yes. Haha.

How was your weekend?
Fine.

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?
Yeahza!

Are you a mean person?
I think I am. (See the devil horns)

Will you be up before seven am tomorrow?
Ah yeahz.

What is something you disliked about your day?
A self-obsessed dude being self-obsessed.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
I don't wanna end up speaking like my mouth is full.

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
How did you know? :-0

What were you doing an hour ago?
Eating dinner.

What are you looking forward to?
Going to OU with Nina and buying everything. T_T Sad, much?

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
I couldn't remember.

What song are you listening to?
Owl City - Fireflies

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
A somebody.

Who's shoulder did you last use to cry on?
My teddy's. Lol.

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Having my beauty sleep.

When did you last cry?
.. when was it heh?

Where did you go in a car last?
Back home from school.

Have you ever felt replaced?
.. Yes.

What room of your home do you spend most time in?
Room sweet room.

Do cemeteries freak you out?
I guess so.

How far away is the last person you kissed?
Downstairs. Muaz! :-P

What is on your wrist right now?
A bracelet.

You've just walked in on your best friend having sex, what do you do?
I'll be like, WTF GTH! NAW! And call JAKIM :-P

When was the last time you talked to a sibling?
Just now, Asma crashed into my room.

What time did you wake up this morning?
6:15am.

What was the last thing you said out loud? Why?
Ayam busuk! Because Jeff has a problem being a chicken.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Does Muaz count? :-D

Are you in a good mood right now?
I don't know.

How many piercings do you have?
999 - 997 = ?

Did you sleep alone Friday night?
YES.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Nothing is impossible. So, yes!

Do you think you'll have the same best friends a year from now?
Hopefully.

What did you purchase last?
Ice Lemon Tea from canteen. I was dying of thirst.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Having breakfast.

What is bothering you?
Stop asking.

Last female you hugged?
Auniiiiiiiiiii <3

Last male you hugged?
Muazzimo.

What is your full name?
Aisyah Haziqah Mohd Hamid

Have you ever met a gay person?
YES! Many times.. including my teacher. ROFLZ.

Would you go out with someone right now if they asked right now?
If it was him, no. Lol.

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yeah? -_-'

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
I guess so.

Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking?
Nahhhh.

How are you?
Not so good. My shoulders are killing me.

Do you wear glasses?
Nope.

When's the last time you laughed?
A few hours ago.

Have you ever tried sushi?
YES I LOVE SUSHI.

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
... yes.

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you're down?
Friends.

Have any memories that you'd like to forget?
Loads.

How's your heart lately?
Beating well enuff.

Do you love anyone at all?
YES I DO.

Are you ready to get out of this town?
I'm ready to leave my house.

Have you had alcohol in the last 48 hours?
Us Muslims don't do alcohol.

When ballet becomes into an obsession.

__Today is Wednesday.

I lazed off at school with The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson inside the MPV (Main Permain V..? As what my History teacher calls it.) Hall after jumping about during Netball. Being in the Centre position as always, I practically memorized and practiced my ancient ballet steps during the game. Apparently, that lead my team to 5-3 (cheers).. I think. Well, we won! :-D I've always love netball whole-heartedly ever since I was in Year 3 because of the coach, Julie. She proclaims the word awesome. So yeah, since then I was in the school's team till 2007. I still believe that I suck in sports though-- like seriously, I'm a sick striker in footy and I can't serve well in Badminton and I suck in Squash.. but y'know I'm a sucker for it. I love the noise and the smell of the room. Haha freak. This lass does not look up to serious sports no more, that explains the extra baggage.

Moving on.. I'm currently on an ice-cream diet. Lies. I have a thing for homemade brownies and vanilla ice-cream lately. It intertwines so well. Nobody can handle the luscious taste. Trust me! Time for me to drool violently.

Those calls cringed my ear.

Truly adored styles from Hijab High and the 3rd is Ashley Olsen.
Who ever thought that Harem pants + Hijab would actually work. You decide.

♥

And hey, if you're really kind and awesome. Kindly drop by Diva (points-- OU) and grab me one of those snake rings.. It's around RM30. (Okay, joke!) Anyways, I'm so flippin' desperate to own one of them. Sad, I know. I just don't have the time to wander about in the whole OU with a pocket full of dough'-- pulls a puppy-eye look.

Another sideline for entertainment.

OMGWTF MAN. LEE MIN HO D:

A hell of a day.

HOLIDAYS IS SUCH A BORE.

Because I am God-damn trapped inside this God forsaken chamber dying to escape. PMR is over, so please Pa.. Let me out! Let me atleast have time to enjoy with my mates. Hanging out at the basketball court playing basketball and goofing around won't do. :-(

You can find me laying on my bed like a hobo staring into the holy lappy the whole day as if I was hypnotized by some magical force that will never release me from it's leash. K crappin'. Mission 107 watching Boys Over Flower has been completed. I am overjoyed, not. Y'know those series of Korean stories left me in tears after each episode. Odd, yes? I swear my mood tripped and spun around and fell right into the opposite. Welcome to the freak show.

And mhm, I just came back from One Utama. Filled up my empty stomach at Carls Jr with Carl's Catch cos I'm an omnivore that doesn't eat beef. So that means I'm a fishenator and a chickenator.. I don't know where that came from. After dawdling about in OU, went to the usual spots.. Asma was searching for some pumpsole and shizz. She ended up buying none. Mhm, I went back home with the old sad face. I didn't get what I want, so there goes the cranky face. I mean come on! The last time I bought something was way before Raya. Can't a girl be happy? Atleast there was somebody I could text with while my mood was upside down. Thank you! You saved my night. And I fell asleep inside the car as soon as the car was moving. Tired + Sad + Cranky + Bloated = Y'get the idea.

I feel like bitching more. AND MOAR. So here we go..

I have this little black book I carry around, as a little companion for whenever my brain starts to formulate new shits. Well, I accidently left it roaming in somewhat place that is perfectly visible to other homosapien's eyes. And I think.. I just think.. Somebody read it! Okay, a big WOW. Pfffft, I'm so pathetic. Changing the subject..

I think I have a new addiction that I've been dying to key-in. Lemonade + Daim = LOVE! Well, that's pretty obvious. Aint it? Double sigh. Triple sigh. Quadriple sigh. Pentriple sigh. Hexigle sigh. Heptigle sigh. Apehal bodoh tujuh macam ni?

Alright, I'm off. Good night! Taa! (I miss saying that :-'))

-- And like OHMYGOD. I just noticed that there are like smileys after each post.. Just sayin'.

Moments?

Those moments when our laughter can be heard all over the place. Those moments when joy overfilled our heart. Those moments when smiles will appear nonstop. Those moments when nobody will wish to have an end. Those moments when we will not stop talking. Those moments when there is an urge to write and you spill everything on a paper. Those moments when you think today is the best day of your life. Those moments when you wish it to happen again. Those moments when you think it may only happen once in a life time. Those moments when you promised something but it ended anyway. Those moments when you will just sit and ponder about it all. Those moments when you are thankful but you know that there is noway to return it.The joy. The fun. The laughs. The talks. Those moments. Memories that will always be memories and probably nobody can change that fact. :-)

The Aftermaths.

The gay mode had been turned on. (Sings Alexa - Jangan Kau Lepas)

Not amusing.. Anyways, for the past few days after PMR, you would see me running around school. And I'm proud.. not. There's nothing to be proud of going to school. Cos the others would be chillin' out at home. Me and my mates savaged the bilik jahitan by re-decorating it with our awesome skillz (you may barf now-- cos it's a lie). You see, paint + our fully loaded brain + not-so artistic skills = mess. Now, there's something that the school can remember about us! I was probably stranded in that room for 2 days. It was fun though and the view was.. good. LOL :-) And my Chinese friends kindly taught me the Basic Chinese yesterday. I can't even pronounce those simple phrases, "My name is.." I pretty much screwed that aswell. And oh yeah, the Queen Uno is back on track. I remembered last year, soon after the final exam. My troups would usually hang outside on the stools and play Truth or Dare. Those days, I miss :-')

Phone had been reset without knowing that all of the numbers will be gone. Pffffffffft.

PLEASE MSG ME YOUR NUMBER!

:-)

Vanilla Ice Cream + Hershey Chocolate Syrup + Boys Over Flower on Youtube = The best medicine :-)

Short-break for thy brain.

You like the new look?

Oh yes.. freedom. I am beyond awkward. I smiled on the way out of the hall while the others shrieked and screamed. Way odd. It was like one of those typical days, walking out of school, dad comes and picks me up, the ramblings starts when I bitched about how shitty school was, and dreaming about escaping the school next year.. I dream big, I have big dreams that will hopefully come true. Nani and Auni tagged along back home and Hezrin aswell. Baked lasagne, it was a tad overcooked, but its still finger licking good as how Nani described it. I was gonna pack some for school tomorrow. Sadly, my family managed to eat the other half. I'm sorry for those whom I've promised! Made loads of videos plus overloaded self-pictures taken by the worthy ancient webcam. I'll upload some of the vids later on when my urge-o-meter is back from 7 feet under. Being the awesome sister as always (chokes to death), I flippin' took care of Muazzimo! I managed to stand his.. hype modes and shizz. He iz cute. But y'know little kids, they tend to drive you to Lands End when they start to moan, I mean cry. And then they'll shut up after we stuff their mouth with Cadbury. The best remedy to keep your little ones quiet = stuff their mouth with chocolates!

And what the eff. I am feeling down.. down.. down.. down.. down. Time for me to slit myself in the torture chamber, you see how emo I'm being all of a sudden. This is so not me.

i iz bored.

RINDU TAU TAAAAAAAAAAAK.

4 more papers left. Then, semi-FREEDOM.

I'm gonna savage McD first after KH ends. Then.. well, we'll see ;-)

Okay, I should quit thinking bout' the future and get my ass back to studying. (As if I was studying..)

The finale.

MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU :-)

071009 - 131009

Good luck!

Where we all overlap.

PMR BOREDOM. PFFFTTTTT.

Thanks for last night Iman! :-D

Written words.

Sleepless gliding
Over the city lights
Watch us flying
Over the streets tonight

And I say
There’s a way, there’s a way
I know There’s a way, there’s a way
I know that someday we will surely find it
There’s a way, there’s a way I know
Someday, there’s a way I know it

Sunday morning
Watching the city sleep
Dreams are shining
Finally they’re within reach

OH. HI POKOK.
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Pretty much moderate.

My only raya pictures that I have right now are the ones that were taken at Raqib's crib :-(

Mhm.. up next--

STUDY. STUDY. STUDY. STUDY.

KBYE DIZ SUCKZ.

Honey, you're going down.

We meet again, earthlings. And yes, I'm a human that doesn't differ much from any of you. Treat me like a human, will you?

After a long, romantic date (not-so) with the books and papers, I decided to take a short rest. Short rest in my terms are about an hour plus which includes.. running up and down the stairs-- 3 floors up, munching on Chipsmore and kuih raya: nobody could resist looking at them without eating, sipping a cup of tea in front of the lappy (because thats what posh people do yo!), daydream for a while and maybe, just maybe doze of for the real dream.. and the list goes on and on, and on and on.. Y'get the idea. So, that pretty much completes my one hour of rest. My brain is functioning awesomely right now, excluding the fact that its telling me to stuff more food inside the oesophagus till I inflate into a balloon or even blow up. Mhm.. no fun.

Random thoughts:- I'm going for a jog later on, no high hopes though. And I need my lappy right now.

Badly. Desperately (not really). But Hakim, the little brother, kindly snatched it away from me a few days ago because his computer crashed after long hours on Youtube and he is going to hog it until PMR ends. How nice is he? And he forbidden me from going anywhere near it.. thats just too, too, too nice. I'm so lucky to have such a brother. :-') The compliments ends here.

Back.. ache is conquering the pain again. I do my revisions on the bed = Back ache = Leg cramps = The unpleasant joy of being Aisyah. The desk is currently dumped with books, papers, and more books and more papers. And I won't concentrate if I study on the desk. I am weird, I know. And I'll probably clean it all up after PMR ends. Cos I'm such a clean-freak-- sarcasm. Okay, not funny.

K. Going off before my dad gets back and finds out I'm on his Mac messing about with his Facebook. LOL.

A declined :-(

PLAN 101/WM CANCELED. WHAT THE EFF.

.. BACK WITH THE BOOKS.

Instant urges.

Midnight raves till' midnight, with the fireworks and sparkles.

I'm hungry for Subway :-'(

However..

I'll be flying to Wangsa Maju this afternoon!
(Dances with joy!)

Raya 2009

Maybe it's a bit too late for a Raya wish. But anyways..

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

xx Aisyah

I'm currently in the car, on the way back home. Oh yeah! And I'm bored.. tired of hearing my brother's snoring. So thought of going online for a while. This year's raya isn't the same like the other years. It was not as lively as the past years, to be honest. Plus the PMR blazes, it makes the raya even more sophisticated. Overall = BORING. Well, I'm lucky that I have a few texting mates which I probably annoy every single hour, to cure my boredom. They're lucky to have me as a friend.. Probably not. Lol. And I received loadz of awesome Raya text messages this year :-D The awesomest, from Sadiq and it's because it was long.. and awesome :-) Okay, quit with the awesomes. Mhm, the first thing I'm gonna do when I reach home is.. doze off on my comfy bed again. Then, I gotta get ready to go to my other Kampung which is in Sg. Buloh, well somewhere.. thats aint around my area. So yeah.

I'll blog more laterz!

Passion in a quotation.

Don't we look.. childish? :-D At least we were having fun yo!

MY DUDES AND DUDETTES of 3 AZAM ♥

Picture quality sucks hard, well, camera phone. Y'get the deal.

I wanna break my fast with my classmates at McD tonight. Sadly, my dad disagreed with the whole idea. Hopefully he changes his mind somehow..

Getaway images.

♥

I don't know what I'm missing.

(Checks "The Missing" list)

Zero. Non. Nothing.

Odd.

Y'think?

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And hey, old friends that you haven't been talking to for ages (Note: more than 1 year.) do brighten up your night when they say they still remember you. Reminiscing the awesome years.. Form 1 and mid Form 2 were the best years I've been through. Serious shit. And obviously, I still miss SMK S5 Wangsa Maju somehow. Y'know random thoughts about me being back there again pops into my mind from now and then. How I wish to be back there.. :-')

Little things can make an immense change.

Fire blast does it all.

CHARMANDER IS FREAKING COMEL. IMMA GONNA TAKE A BITE OUTTA HIM. Right now :-)

(Searches for Charmander Plushie)

(Couldn't find Charmander)

(Finds Pikachu instead-- this will do!)

(Does the evil laugh, and bites..)

(WTF BATAL PUASA)

(Oh jap, tak. Tak telan. Gigit je.)

Ladidadidadida~

Exams for this week ends today. So, WUTTTTTTT! Imma gonna partly like a rockstar. Not. PMR in a couple of weeks = I gotta prepare for my death bed and shizz. Raya is in a few days, I am so flippin' happy that I'm going back to Muar. (Note: sarcastic remarks) I'll be rocking all the fireworks, knicking some from my cousins cos they're like the fireworks taukeh and keep them all for myself. I'm gonna sneak out at 3AM and burn them all alone, or not. And if I'm lucky, I won't wake the whole house up or.. somebody is surely gonna blow up like those erratic volcano eruptions. After 2 or 3 days, I'll be doing a new routine which is studying 24/7 in the God-damn heat during the afternoon at Muar. Y'know those blazes, it aint comfy nor relaxing. So, I'll try my best to cope with it. If I failed, I'll be in hiding.. in the car with the aircond on full blast.

I'm lacking of ideas. The brain nowadays doesn't co-operate much with the mind/heart/fingers/eyes/ears.

150909

Do you even remember or know what day it is?

.. I guess not.

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You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
And you say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way

It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before"

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like there's nothing to figure out
Well, count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the other girls who think they're so cool
We'll be outta here as soon as we can

And then you're on your very first date and he's got a car
And you're feeling like flying
And you're momma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes your head spin 'round
But in your life you'll do things greater than
Dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind and we both cried

'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Taylor Swift - Fifteen

1) Meh Naimi came to me crib. Lemme get a woot! woot! Hahaha. Went over-hyped as usual. We practically chatted and whined the whole way. I LOVE Naimi <3

2) Cookies results: WTF. THEY WERE.. RAD. Hahaha. And oui, I love self-complimenting. DIEEEEE.

3) I iz exhausted. There's BM exam tomorrow. I aint ready. I'm still tired. I'm tired. I'm over-whelmed. Fishstick. I need sleep. Oh no, belum terawih lagi. So I can't sleep. I want to sleep. I want cookies. I need water + HT. I need a rest. Back aches are conquering my current strength. BM will put me to sleep tomorrow. I wanna sleep. I need sleep. I need extra-extra rest. I shall stop now. No, I can't. I'm all hyped up. God help! No, no, no. Sack it. I need a shower. Badly. So Bye.

4) Bye.

It aint all good y'know.

Imagine these stars are actually visible to the human eyes on earth. It'll be serious shit rad. Laying on the green grass, in the middle of night, with nothing except the diamonds in the sky, enlightened with your own vision. Mhm.. I wish.

--I still smell like fresh baked cookies..

Task 1: Bake cookies. Accomplished.
Task 2: Study. Cant be arsed.
Task 3: Clean up the room. Naimi is coming :-D
Task 4: Study. Still cant be arsed.
Task 5: Entertain the guests. I'm good at socializing. Lies.
Task 6: Clean the house till it sparkles. Not interested-- exams tomorrow. Alasan.

24 days left. Sigh.

Just odd..

I had no idea how I stumbled across this.. but yeah, I did!

http://www.teachers.tv/video/2869

Check it outttttt yo. The year 2006 in Cheetwood Primary School. Where we, the year 6s ruled the school. Hahahaha. Good old daysssss.

bows&arrows, cupid is back.

Because I have a thing for hugging people..

♥

In my control.

I HAD NO IDEA MY WEIRD THOUGHTS WOULD MAGICALLY EVOLVE INTO A MASTERPIECE!

Wait, I'm just dreamin'.

Empty stomach is leading to the wrath of the gastric juices. 100% no joy. Science and Geography left for tomorrow.. and no, it aint gonna be another payday-alike day after it ends. Cos more exams are coming up next week, they're coming down like heavy hails.. just waiting to either destroy me slowly or kill me at once. Right-- exaggerating.

This is how the shitty moments begin..

And the shuffle-mode is on iTunes that lead me to a sing-a-long with my old-fave, Air Traffic - Shooting Star. It was and still is loveeeeee.

Yo! I'm currently in TTDI. Locked inside the car, by the roadside and Secret Recipe is on the left. IMAGINE! People going in and out with a full tummy. Lol. Okay. I wanna get a slice of cheesecake. CYAAAAAZ! Wait, maybe later on..

Exams.. Exams.. Exams.. I practically hentam-ed Religious Education like serious shizzzzz before. Didn't read much and.. y'know, I can pretty much predict the outcomes. I've got KH tomorrow and you have no idea how much I loathe KH.

And Hakim is currently sleeping.. nak kacau? Hahaha.

Memory lane.

Ex-pelajar 2A (08) SMK S5 yang suka wag classes dengan Khadijah with the sidang redaksi's crew alasan. Hahahaha. Wait, bukan alasan.. memang betul pun. To be truth, I never knew I looked that childish :-Z

And hm.. I want these below..The fake ones doesn't look so yummy, let me find the actual thing..

Looks yummy enough? :-D

Ah shizz. PUASA WEIIIII! The person that brings me these to my doorstep before Raya will receive the special Aisyah-Super-Hug that is usually only eligible for Iman and Auni :-3

I said oi!

When we haven't got anything good to do after tuition. Lepastu buat aksi bajet malu. Okay die. Lol.

Somewhere only I know.

Sometimes you wish to be somewhere you wish you wouldn't.

Imagine, me and you,
driving at the highest peak of a town,
Just me and you,
Waiting and watching for the sun to go down.

We would exchange our words,
You'd be talking and I'll be comfy in your arms,
And I would wish that these words will come true,
.. secretly, silently turn into a reality, with no alarms.

♥

3 words.

Aisyah, go study!

.. nothing is impossible yo!

I got a feelin'.

Yesterday was probably the best day I had for weeks. Well, Friday was okay ;-)

Woke up pretty late, the typical Saturday morning alarms. And then went to Wangsa Maju, I haven't been there for quite a while. So yeah, I was pretty much happy when my kakak called and said she's having a buka puasa at her taska. Arrived at the taska late, then helped out with the goodie bags and balloons. I practically climbed to fix the balloons on the tent and nearly fell :Z After that, went to Mak Zam's house. Chilled out for few hours there-- slept, rolled, watched TV, hung with the phone, ran around like a psycho, feelin' good once again. Hah. I miss the old days there.

Oh yeah, I called the gang-- my lovely lassies and invited them lot for buka puasa. And guess what, 8 of them came. I got all hyped up, as usual when I met them. It felt tad odd after not meeting for a while. We all got along as usual. Caught up with the latest news, gossips.. hehe Hannah! and shizz. I talked more than eating. It's usually the other way round. But how can you eat when you have gazillion things to talk about?

I had satay and bubur lambuk, shared it with my darling Shahera. She's like the kawan-sejati-to-share-the-food-with. Lol. After that, we've prayed and camwhored, which is a must. Ah, it feels awesome to be back with them y'know. Seeing that everybody are still the same, having the same feeling all over again. We laughed, ate, talked, screamed, shrieked together, just like the old days. It's gold.

Ama brought some fireworks.. But sadly, I had to go home early. It made me have the muka-nak-mintak-kaki on the way home. Anyways, I was glad. Like, GLAAAAD to meet you guys once again. You guys are serious shizz precious and will never be forgotten. That includes.. Shahera, Hannah, Farah, Hanim, Adibah, Ama, Syaza, Siti, Wani, Bella, Fatin!

LOVE YOU LOTS ♥

Can I get some 'awws'?

When a group of 4 to 8 year-olds where asked the question, "What does love mean?", the answers were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think...

When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.
Billy - age 4

Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other.
Karl - age 5

Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs.
Chrissy - age 6

Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.
Terri - age 4

Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK.
Danny - age 7

Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more.
Emily - age 8

Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen.
Bobby - age 7

If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate.
Nikka - age 6

Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday.
Noelle - age 7

Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well.
Tommy - age 6

My mommy loves me more than anybody .You don''t see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night.
Clare - age 6

Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken.
Elaine-age 5

Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Brad Pitt.
Chris - age 7

Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day.
Mary Ann - age 4

When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you.
Karen - age 7

You really shouldn''t say ''I love you'' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget.
Jessica - age 8

♥

No 1. will.

HOLLAAAAA! Wuts cookin', good lookin'?

I have to quit typing in caps and shizzs. I've been pretty much high plus minor emotional sessions. Typical Aisyah. The trial's aftermaths are.. indescribable. I gotta buckle up now before I die instantly or... (inserts some yawns)

OKAAAAY. DAH BOSAN. BYE.

Sealed with a kick.

Supppppppp faggots.

Escaped the house around 1030 and went to OU. Thought I could do a lil' bit of shopping for Raya. But guess whaaaaaaat! I did 10% of it and came home with a small amount of stuff. And I became the Pull and Bear addict, once again. 5 long hours wasted like that. K whatevs. I feel like eating pizzas for dinner. I have no idea why. It had been in my head all day long. And somehow, I can't stop thinking about it. I bet I sound rather odd. Odd is my middle name.

Anyways, THANK YOU HUZAIRRRRR. You've made my night, bueno partner! :-D So, I was online on YM and then Huzair's IM popped up. And yadayadayada.. we buenoed together and then he posted a post about me in his blog. It made me smile till I dozed off ;-)

Today is a happy day for Aisyah!

Semi-nightmares, semi-dreams.

BONJOURRRRR. (I had a sudden urge to type in French :-Z)

I was so close to die of embarrassment yesterday. An inch close. Nah, not really. I spent my weekends in UIA with the other PMR candidates for 16 hours in that cramped mini-auditorium. I kept getting leg cramps every 10 minutes. That's how bad it was.

First day, I cleverly followed some other dudes to this other auditorium and sat in there as if it was nobody's business. Acting all clever and shizz, we chilled out inside there for around 10 minutes or so. Until.. the clock struck the embarrassment minute. Me, Nani and Muhsin went into the wrong auditorium. Look as innocent as possible, we walked poshly down the stairs and sprinted outside while laughing like some granny that was choking on a sunflower seed. It was that terrib. I practically laughed the whole day because I don't really like having to be 100% embarrassed. I'd rather laugh at myself and the other two. Okay, aku agak bodoh.

Moving on.. I made new friends today. Imagine, me making friends with the lad sitting next to me that is from some sekolah agama in Kedah. Odd. But, I did it yo! And the other lads sitting on my row just won't keep their gigantic gob shut. I nearly ordered some haggis all the way from Scotland to stuff in their mouth. Yes, that bad. So, all the subjects were pretty fine. Science switched my brain off and left me in hunger of le internet. I was a millimetre closed going to my dream land which I dream on going for how ever long I have dreamed while in that crowded auditorium. Heh. I wish for better seats as well and you can figure out why.

Roasted chicken for dinner.. with roasted potato and creamy gravy.. ahhhhh. I swear I felt like I was in heaven for the first few minutes. I mean c'mon, everybody feels like that when their taste buds make contact with any type of food at all when breaking their fast innit?

I'll be bitchin' more soon. So, stay tuned yo! Cos, I don't wanna be the freak that types for herself.

I come in peace.

HIIIIIIIIIII IM AISYAH AND I NEED CADBURY.

This is not working.. Let's try again.

Hey! I'm Aisyah and I'm a Cadbury addict and I'm craving for it right now! So if you are really, really kind, please kindly drop them off at my house. Or I'll probably go to yours and scare you to death with my death glares and then start rummaging through your fridge for Cadbury. Thanks ♥

I feel awesome cos I'm awesome. HAHAHAHA. die.

I feel good lately, I mean even better than having a Galaxy melting in your mouth. Wait, nothing could beat that feeling! Anyways, I've been lazying off for the past few days, y'know holidays and being lazy is such a great combination that nobody can ever miss. Well, maybe I'm the only homosapien that couldn't ever miss it. Moving on.. I'm left with Muaz today! Meaning.. I'll be mengerat-ing silaturrahim with Muaz. Cannot go gila kan? Lol.

Who's kindly enough to take me out? (Does those eye-flickering thingy majig)

Have a good day peopleee! And spread the love! (WTF is wrong with me. hahahaha)

Not another one.

Didn't take any meds in the morn. Body temp is rising. The head is spinning. The weak is taking over me. So, that means I'll be lying on the bed sooner or later.

KBYE.

Aint that perfect.

♥

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
And know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

- FM Static

What a starting of a week. It have been nothing to cherish about. I feel like a no-lifer sitting in front of my lappy typing these words, shoving all those revision books aside, wondering when.. when I'll have the mood to pick em' up again. I detest mood swings. Hah. I hope it will disappear sooner or later cos it had been such a drag. I think.. I should quit thinking too much. And leave my hopes aside and run wild. Be happy and hyped up like the old Aisyah. And cheer people up instead of vice-versa. That's it.

I'm starving for some cheese cake. Teruk gila aku niii.