HAHAHAHAHA. (gelak sampai mati)


Say no more.

The things you like doesn't mean the things you'll get. Major boredom alert. At school, I've been lazying off with my books, again. Then had a cheese rush (LOL?) and helped the teachers to do some jobs here and there with Nani. We hung out in Makmal Bahasa, again. There's nowhere else we can camp during the day, except for the class which was a bit shitty. We were suppose to go and watch some movie. Sadly, the other students from the other classes doesn't give a damn and were not willing to cooperate with us. So, that was a no. Perfect frowns were shaped after hearing the news. Hiqmal tried to annoy me, but he failed. HA-HA. I am tired, once again because I've been travelling like a nomad all around school. Imagine.


Mushroom soup + cheese = ?

Another day of total exhaustion.

I just came home from swimming in Rahman Putra Club with Nawal and my brother and his friends. They were pretty much hyped. Don't know what they've been on. LOL. Anyway, today was a tiny, tiny bit fun. Or not. We had this little rattan handcraft workshop with the people from the National Handcraft place thingymajig. So they taught us how to do some bits and bobs. I nearly lost myself when I tried to do a butterfly, it took me flippin' ages to alas create a (cough) masterpiece. After break, we started to do the place mats. Making them was such a joy! I lied. This one took me about.. I don't know, quicker than the previous one after getting somebody to teach me one by one cos I'm slow like that when it comes to these kinda things. After that, my friends and I hung out at Makmal Bahasa-- the hall was such a bore. It was air-conditioned, nobody can say no to it. Read books, played UNO and went online on facebook. That's about it. Went home. Drenched self in the heavy rain by running like a maniac across the car park. Another hell of a joy! Woo! Came home and then went swimming. Then had mushroom soup with cheese (ew or nice?) while watching Obsessed for the second time this week. And here I am! At home and alive!

--Sorry if there's some typos. I don't double check my posts. BYE!


None likely day.

Netball, volleyball and swimming. All in a day. A total exhaustion.

My group came 2nd for netball (pulls a sad face), I practically messed up in volleyball that lead everybody laughing nonstop-- it wasn't fun seeing some dude that rarely laughs laughing at you and my whole body is currently aching due to a heck of a long time not soaking myself in the swimming pool. But it was serious shit joy. My mates and I had all the swimming pools to ourselves yesterday's evening, so whatcha waitin' for. We were yelling, running, acting all giddy, gossiping, water bombing like those typical girls when they see a pool full of water in front of their eyes. So yes.. We even stayed inside the water when it was raining. I mean who would say no to the swimming pools even if there are hails? For sure I won't. Because I haven't set my foot in there for ages. After swimming, my tummy grumbled violently.. as usual. Ate at the cafe there. It was alright. But my hunger pangs won't skedaddle. Ate more when I reached home. After dinner, I dropped dead on the bed around 830PM. So that was yesterday!

There's nothing much going on in today's sched. Overall, it was pretty boring. Went to school and done the usual shizz, sat down and heard all of the talks and all for the whole day. So yeah, imagine. Sitting in the stuffy hall the whole day. A major torture by the loving teachers.



I used to buy these. It was cool back then.


This happens when you have nothing to do. I mean na-da.

Lets start with a tricky one, what's the real reason to why you're confused right now?
I'm on full tummy-- bloated. Pissed off. Wanting something.

Do you cry when you don't get what you want?

Do you ever get "good morning" texts from anyone?
I used to.. :-(

If your boyfriend or girlfriend smoked pot, would you care?

Your phone is ringing. It's the person you fell hardest for, what do you say?
What would I say? Mhm, probably.. OH SHIT NOT HIM AGAIN.

What were you doing at 11pm last night ?
Entertaining myself with le worthy Internet.

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?
I'll be like.. ***** *** *******. Y'get the idea.

Single or Taken?
I don't know?

What are you listening to?
My chair squeaking like mad + DCFC - I Will Follow You Into The Dark.

What time do you go to bed?
Whenever I like. I like it late.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?
Yes. Yes. Yes.

Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do with both?

Do you always answer your texts?
Yes. You should see how many text I send per day.

Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?
Hate is a bad word.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
At school.

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?
Obviously :-)

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?
I'll be baking brownies tomorrow. That didn't happen.

Is anyone else in the room with you?

Are you happier now? Or were you happier 4 months ago?
Neither. Well, now.. I guess?

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

In the past week, have you cried?

What color is the shirt you are wearing?

Do people ever call you by your last name?
Yes, when they have nothing good to do.

Is anyone ignoring you right now?
I have no idea? What d'ya think?

Do you have a best friend?

Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Loads of time, I'm an outdoor person.

Do you hate the last girl you had a conversation with?
Hate to love? Lol WTF. Nope.

Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Syafiq? YES. HAHAHAHA Joke. Nah.

Do you start the water before you get in the shower or when you get in?

Where is your phone right now?
Infront of me.

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Mhm sadly, yes.

Are you someone who worries too often?
It depends.

Do you sleep with the door open or closed?
Closed. I like to imagine that there is gonna be somebody that will sneak into my room if it's open. :-/

Are you happy?
I'm just okay.

What are you doing tomorrow?
Go to school. Sit infront of the lappy all day long. Sleep.

What smiley face do you use often?

Honestly, have you ever eaten raw cookie dough?
Uhhh no?

Who were you with Saturday night?
All my loved ones :-)

What is bothering you?
9071 things. I can't be bothered to list em' down.

What's your favorite kind of ice cream?

Are any of your friends taller than you?
Uh yeahs and I iz jealz.

Spell your name without an a?
ISYH. Isn't that awesome.. not.

Do you like hugs?

Who's the last person you talked to on the phone?
Tiang Gol. Hahahaha.

Does anyone know your password besides you?

Feel like talking to someone you haven't in a while?

Who was the first person you talked to today?
Can't remem. Don't care.

Did you sleep alone last night?
I sleep alone every night.

Has anyone ever sang to you?
Yes :-)

Did anyone ever see you kiss?
Kiss what? The mirror? Lol. Nah.

Has anybody ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Unfortunately yes. Haha.

How was your weekend?

Do you know anyone with the same birthday as you?

Are you a mean person?
I think I am. (See the devil horns)

Will you be up before seven am tomorrow?
Ah yeahz.

What is something you disliked about your day?
A self-obsessed dude being self-obsessed.

Do you want your tongue pierced?
I don't wanna end up speaking like my mouth is full.

Did anything wake you up in the middle of the night?
How did you know? :-0

What were you doing an hour ago?
Eating dinner.

What are you looking forward to?
Going to OU with Nina and buying everything. T_T Sad, much?

Who was the last person you talked to last night before bed?
I couldn't remember.

What song are you listening to?
Owl City - Fireflies

Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
A somebody.

Who's shoulder did you last use to cry on?
My teddy's. Lol.

What were you doing at 4 am this morning?
Having my beauty sleep.

When did you last cry?
.. when was it heh?

Where did you go in a car last?
Back home from school.

Have you ever felt replaced?
.. Yes.

What room of your home do you spend most time in?
Room sweet room.

Do cemeteries freak you out?
I guess so.

How far away is the last person you kissed?
Downstairs. Muaz! :-P

What is on your wrist right now?
A bracelet.

You've just walked in on your best friend having sex, what do you do?
I'll be like, WTF GTH! NAW! And call JAKIM :-P

When was the last time you talked to a sibling?
Just now, Asma crashed into my room.

What time did you wake up this morning?

What was the last thing you said out loud? Why?
Ayam busuk! Because Jeff has a problem being a chicken.

Is it okay to kiss people when you're single?
Does Muaz count? :-D

Are you in a good mood right now?
I don't know.

How many piercings do you have?
999 - 997 = ?

Did you sleep alone Friday night?

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Nothing is impossible. So, yes!

Do you think you'll have the same best friends a year from now?

What did you purchase last?
Ice Lemon Tea from canteen. I was dying of thirst.

What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?
Having breakfast.

What is bothering you?
Stop asking.

Last female you hugged?
Auniiiiiiiiiii <3

Last male you hugged?

What is your full name?
Aisyah Haziqah Mohd Hamid

Have you ever met a gay person?
YES! Many times.. including my teacher. ROFLZ.

Would you go out with someone right now if they asked right now?
If it was him, no. Lol.

Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Yeah? -_-'

Do you believe what goes around comes around?
I guess so.

Have you ever liked someone just because they were good looking?

How are you?
Not so good. My shoulders are killing me.

Do you wear glasses?

When's the last time you laughed?
A few hours ago.

Have you ever tried sushi?

Do you ever think about stuff and start crying?
... yes.

Who is your favorite person to talk to when you're down?

Have any memories that you'd like to forget?

How's your heart lately?
Beating well enuff.

Do you love anyone at all?

Are you ready to get out of this town?
I'm ready to leave my house.

Have you had alcohol in the last 48 hours?
Us Muslims don't do alcohol.

When ballet becomes into an obsession.

__Today is Wednesday.

I lazed off at school with The Chocolate Run by Dorothy Koomson inside the MPV (Main Permain V..? As what my History teacher calls it.) Hall after jumping about during Netball. Being in the Centre position as always, I practically memorized and practiced my ancient ballet steps during the game. Apparently, that lead my team to 5-3 (cheers).. I think. Well, we won! :-D I've always love netball whole-heartedly ever since I was in Year 3 because of the coach, Julie. She proclaims the word awesome. So yeah, since then I was in the school's team till 2007. I still believe that I suck in sports though-- like seriously, I'm a sick striker in footy and I can't serve well in Badminton and I suck in Squash.. but y'know I'm a sucker for it. I love the noise and the smell of the room. Haha freak. This lass does not look up to serious sports no more, that explains the extra baggage.

Moving on.. I'm currently on an ice-cream diet. Lies. I have a thing for homemade brownies and vanilla ice-cream lately. It intertwines so well. Nobody can handle the luscious taste. Trust me! Time for me to drool violently.


Those calls cringed my ear.

Truly adored styles from Hijab High and the 3rd is Ashley Olsen.
Who ever thought that Harem pants + Hijab would actually work. You decide.

And hey, if you're really kind and awesome. Kindly drop by Diva (points-- OU) and grab me one of those snake rings.. It's around RM30. (Okay, joke!) Anyways, I'm so flippin' desperate to own one of them. Sad, I know. I just don't have the time to wander about in the whole OU with a pocket full of dough'-- pulls a puppy-eye look.

Another sideline for entertainment.



A hell of a day.


Because I am God-damn trapped inside this God forsaken chamber dying to escape. PMR is over, so please Pa.. Let me out! Let me atleast have time to enjoy with my mates. Hanging out at the basketball court playing basketball and goofing around won't do. :-(

You can find me laying on my bed like a hobo staring into the holy lappy the whole day as if I was hypnotized by some magical force that will never release me from it's leash. K crappin'. Mission 107 watching Boys Over Flower has been completed. I am overjoyed, not. Y'know those series of Korean stories left me in tears after each episode. Odd, yes? I swear my mood tripped and spun around and fell right into the opposite. Welcome to the freak show.

And mhm, I just came back from One Utama. Filled up my empty stomach at Carls Jr with Carl's Catch cos I'm an omnivore that doesn't eat beef. So that means I'm a fishenator and a chickenator.. I don't know where that came from. After dawdling about in OU, went to the usual spots.. Asma was searching for some pumpsole and shizz. She ended up buying none. Mhm, I went back home with the old sad face. I didn't get what I want, so there goes the cranky face. I mean come on! The last time I bought something was way before Raya. Can't a girl be happy? Atleast there was somebody I could text with while my mood was upside down. Thank you! You saved my night. And I fell asleep inside the car as soon as the car was moving. Tired + Sad + Cranky + Bloated = Y'get the idea.

I feel like bitching more. AND MOAR. So here we go..

I have this little black book I carry around, as a little companion for whenever my brain starts to formulate new shits. Well, I accidently left it roaming in somewhat place that is perfectly visible to other homosapien's eyes. And I think.. I just think.. Somebody read it! Okay, a big WOW. Pfffft, I'm so pathetic. Changing the subject..

I think I have a new addiction that I've been dying to key-in. Lemonade + Daim = LOVE! Well, that's pretty obvious. Aint it? Double sigh. Triple sigh. Quadriple sigh. Pentriple sigh. Hexigle sigh. Heptigle sigh. Apehal bodoh tujuh macam ni?

Alright, I'm off. Good night! Taa! (I miss saying that :-'))

-- And like OHMYGOD. I just noticed that there are like smileys after each post.. Just sayin'.


Those moments when our laughter can be heard all over the place. Those moments when joy overfilled our heart. Those moments when smiles will appear nonstop. Those moments when nobody will wish to have an end. Those moments when we will not stop talking. Those moments when there is an urge to write and you spill everything on a paper. Those moments when you think today is the best day of your life. Those moments when you wish it to happen again. Those moments when you think it may only happen once in a life time. Those moments when you promised something but it ended anyway. Those moments when you will just sit and ponder about it all. Those moments when you are thankful but you know that there is noway to return it.The joy. The fun. The laughs. The talks. Those moments. Memories that will always be memories and probably nobody can change that fact. :-)


The Aftermaths.

The gay mode had been turned on. (Sings Alexa - Jangan Kau Lepas)

Not amusing.. Anyways, for the past few days after PMR, you would see me running around school. And I'm proud.. not. There's nothing to be proud of going to school. Cos the others would be chillin' out at home. Me and my mates savaged the bilik jahitan by re-decorating it with our awesome skillz (you may barf now-- cos it's a lie). You see, paint + our fully loaded brain + not-so artistic skills = mess. Now, there's something that the school can remember about us! I was probably stranded in that room for 2 days. It was fun though and the view was.. good. LOL :-) And my Chinese friends kindly taught me the Basic Chinese yesterday. I can't even pronounce those simple phrases, "My name is.." I pretty much screwed that aswell. And oh yeah, the Queen Uno is back on track. I remembered last year, soon after the final exam. My troups would usually hang outside on the stools and play Truth or Dare. Those days, I miss :-')


Phone had been reset without knowing that all of the numbers will be gone. Pffffffffft.




Vanilla Ice Cream + Hershey Chocolate Syrup + Boys Over Flower on Youtube = The best medicine :-)


Short-break for thy brain.

You like the new look?

Oh yes.. freedom. I am beyond awkward. I smiled on the way out of the hall while the others shrieked and screamed. Way odd. It was like one of those typical days, walking out of school, dad comes and picks me up, the ramblings starts when I bitched about how shitty school was, and dreaming about escaping the school next year.. I dream big, I have big dreams that will hopefully come true. Nani and Auni tagged along back home and Hezrin aswell. Baked lasagne, it was a tad overcooked, but its still finger licking good as how Nani described it. I was gonna pack some for school tomorrow. Sadly, my family managed to eat the other half. I'm sorry for those whom I've promised! Made loads of videos plus overloaded self-pictures taken by the worthy ancient webcam. I'll upload some of the vids later on when my urge-o-meter is back from 7 feet under. Being the awesome sister as always (chokes to death), I flippin' took care of Muazzimo! I managed to stand his.. hype modes and shizz. He iz cute. But y'know little kids, they tend to drive you to Lands End when they start to moan, I mean cry. And then they'll shut up after we stuff their mouth with Cadbury. The best remedy to keep your little ones quiet = stuff their mouth with chocolates!

And what the eff. I am feeling down.. down.. down.. down.. down. Time for me to slit myself in the torture chamber, you see how emo I'm being all of a sudden. This is so not me.


i iz bored.


4 more papers left. Then, semi-FREEDOM.

I'm gonna savage McD first after KH ends. Then.. well, we'll see ;-)

Okay, I should quit thinking bout' the future and get my ass back to studying. (As if I was studying..)


The finale.


071009 - 131009

Good luck!


Where we all overlap.


Thanks for last night Iman! :-D


Written words.

Sleepless gliding
Over the city lights
Watch us flying
Over the streets tonight

And I say
There’s a way, there’s a way
I know There’s a way, there’s a way
I know that someday we will surely find it
There’s a way, there’s a way I know
Someday, there’s a way I know it

Sunday morning
Watching the city sleep
Dreams are shining
Finally they’re within reach