The Awakening of wha?

An emptied, blank mind is all I require for the time being.

Nothing had been productive and fun for the past few days. Tried to rejuvenate everything, outcomes = nothing worked. Huh. Well hopefully I'll be having an awesome time this Friday and Saturday in PD with my mates. That's a hopefully. Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

& I've been dreaming about vampires lately. Ugh, too much vamp influenced books.

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Guess who's up next?

Here we go again.

You could probably guess what I've been doing today.

Mhm.. Things come and go. Feelings run and they flow. Hatred will be locked safe inside. Whereas the happiness are free to fly. Odd thoughts accumulate as I read sentence by sentence of a rather
less attractive detective novel which I don't really fancy. The mind would start to wander off somewhere further than the sky above and I'd ponder upon things that struck my mind out of the blue. I'd be tangled up in my own world for mere seconds till my friend's laughter can be heard from across the room. Wake up.. I'd lead myself in a realm of my medieval times, the surroundings were ever so clear. It was those mesmerizing days where I would either cheer till no voice can be heard or smile the whole day till my jaws suddenly drops. But, I wasn't really keen on remembering them recounts. It'll just make me yearn for it, again. It's no good.

Off to bed. Yes, this early. Good night.

Archetypical Routine.

You'd spot me with a book in my hand the whole day in school today. Cos I'm an awesome bookworm like that. Started reading The Hollywood Ending by Robyn Sisman. A dull start of a novel, it wasn't like those novels that truly catches your mind and brings you into the whole fantasy world that you'd imagine whole-heartedly till you can't even recall what your friend had told you few minutes before. I wasn't really up to reading it though. But, the book is the one and only entertainment I had left for the next 97345 hours until it's time to get our ass outside the school gate. Well the book is really about an actress named Paige or what she calls herself, an actor, living in Hollywood and flew cross country to London for the Shakespear theatre. And yadayadayada.. You'll probably fall asleep quater-way through because I truly did. Stashed my head into the book while sleeping, typical. Or maybe I was over loaded with last night's schedule (I sound like a busy 'woman'-- didn't even do much) and was pretty much weary.

And heeeeeeeey, I'm trying to look as happy as I can. (Fakes a happy face) HA. Who gives a shit anyways. -- Singing Kate Nash - Merry Happy.

Sincerely, me.