Raya already?

Selamat Hari Raya y'all!

Like the colour of silver,
in the night sky,
the new moon rises,
the holy month has past,
the fasting is over,
tomorrow is the great feast of Eid-ul-Fitr.

We will eat ketupat and rendang,
and mouthwatering lemang,
I'll call my neighbours,
and friends on the street,
may the peace of Allah,
and joy of Eid,
be with everyone.

Okay, first thing first. Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir & Batin. Sorry for all the things I've done wrong, yes, I do commit some crimes. So, do forgive me. Sorry if I've hurt your feelings whatsoever. And, yes. I forgive you all aswell. Now, have fun and be safe, I don't want to see people having an incomplete body. Lots of love from Aisyah. Enjoy!


Somewhere we only know

Well, my dad was in a great mood today. Obvi. It was his birthday. Happy 39th Birthday Pa! You're getting older in the outside, but still maintaining in the inside. Love you lots! And, yes, I know you read this insanely blog of your daughter's. Okay. Back on track, I went to Ikea this morning to buy some bits and bobs for my room. I still couldn't find any mirrors that I wanted. Recommend me some places puh-lease! Then, I went to Borders with my obnoxious sister and my dad kindly gave me 100. It wasn't enough for me to complete the whole of The Clique. Ended up buying 2 of them, Sealed with a diss and Best friends for never. Next up in line, Invasion of the boy snatcher. While my parents were in Tesco, me and my sister was chilling out in Borders. I was just finishing up reading Eclipse. But then, the time won't let me. Then, off back home! I'm suppose to do my homework and suppose to be studying. But my mood doesn't give me any spirits for it. Last night, stayed up late because.. Nevermind. And surprisingly, I woke up at 8 this morning. And, I'm pretty much in love with Keane right now. Their songs are love!


Bloodsucker? Dog?

Addicted to Twilight Saga. I've just read first- two pages of Eclipse. Yes, I'm a sore loser. I'm out of date and all of those shits. Nobody gives a damn. Anyways, I'm reading it non-stop. Edward Cullen is so hot. That's an obvi. Hot as in- in the book. Not in the movie. Oh yeah, special appearance in the 5th incoming book, Aisyah Cullen. Prepare to be shocked. Right, killed it. So obsessive. Anyways, life couldn't be the life that you hoped for could it? Something will go wrong along the ways. School today was totally boring. Nothing good to do except sitting around and talking and just waste your time excessively. Typical Aisyah. But usually, I would have a book in the holy hand. But I was incapable to do it today. Only God knows why. I'm dying to go to Borders. I'm gonna get my hands on some more accompany at night aka la book. Right now, I'm lying on my bed. Restless. My fingers couldn't stop typing. Anyways, better get going. If my parents knew I stayed up this late. I will not be dead. Alright. Toodles.


Watch out.

I made the word go round, ZOMG. I was wondering where my laughing moments went. People, I'm back. I laughed historically during Science. Jokes are not my casual thing, but oh-well. But, being the object of being laughed at is not fun. I'm making it clear. Some people were brought up nice and some were just brought up giddy and bitchy. Nothing we could do about it. I may be as quiet as a shadow. But, deep inside, you'll see one day. Hah. That sounded evil. Purrrrrrrrrfect.


more like a sleepy bookworm

Due to last night's sleep, I'm currently exhausted and is running out of energy. I read Twilight from beginning to end, 11pm - 3am. For her sake. No thank-you's? Thank you. I'm indeed subject-less. Raya in 7 days. Shopping spree on Monday. Will be caught sneaking up in Borders at the weekends. What more could I say? I've been nibbling on kuih raya for a few days now. Can't get enough of it. Surely I'll be like the fatty-next-door. So prepare for the episode Aisyah returns. Morphin Timeeee! aka Gossip Girl Episode 4! Hasta La Vista baby!

And and, that flag counter thingy majig is such a lie. Look at it. T_T


Something to giggle at





1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player then tags 5 people and posts their names, then go to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

Starting time: 0948
Name: Aisyah
Sisters: 1
Brothers: 1, incoming 2.
Shoe size: 5,6.
Height: 5'4"
Where do you live: Ascot Hill, Bkt Rahman Putra. Masa raya, do visit! :P

Favourite drinks: Choc Cream Chip & Java Chip Starbuck's frap is love.
Favourite breakfast: sausages & eggs, la English style.

Have you ever been on a plane?: Yeah.
Swam in the ocean: Yeazza.
Fallen asleep at school: Once or twice but, it's rare.
Broken someone's heart: Say wha? I have no idea.
Fell off your chair: obviiiiii.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Never.
Saved e-mails: Rarely.

What is your room like: Pink. Pink. Pink. lol
What's right beside you: Headphones, phones, bottle of water (drools)
What is the last thing you ate: cream crackers.

Ever had chicken pox: uh'huh. no school for a week. hell yeahs.
Sore throat: whenever I'm ill, yes.
Stitches: Yes! 10 stiches on my left knee :(
Broken nose: No. Don't wanna be like MJ.

Do you believe in love at first sight: Why? Do you?
Like picnics: uhhhhhh yeahs! Spring's the best time.

Who was/were the last person you danced with: Can't remember, old memories? Can't recall.
Last made you smile: My bed. To meet my bed again after 3 days of separation. lol
You last yelled at: my sister, tak nak lipat baju T_T

Today did you:
Talk to someone you like: nope, not yet.
Kissed anyone: nay.
Get sick: nay.
Talk to an ex: nay.
Miss someone: everybody alright. especially the sVians and MDS's ;)
Eat: early in the morning, sahur.

Best feeling in the world: being back in England. hahahahaha!

Do you sleep with stuffed animals: nope. I sleep with my heart pillow.
What's under your bed: It's pretty much clean, so, nothing!
Who do you really hate: dua perempuan yang talam dua muka. (same as khadijah, but diff person)

What time is it now?: 0958

Is there a person who is on your mind now: yeahhhhhhhh.
Do you have any siblings: 3 including me.
Do you want children: yes.
Do you smile often: alot.
Do you like your hand-writing: yes. im a self-obsessed, not.
Are your toe nails painted: nope. but i used to paint them. lol

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: No-ones. Mines the best.
What color shirt are you wearing now: Black. hitz.tv :P
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: I watching tv. -.-

I can't wait till: my tummy stops grumbling.

When did you cry last: last year. haha
Are you a friendly person: I am really really friendly, trust me.
Do you have any pets: does that include the dead ones?
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: in school?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now: No. Not at all.
Do you sleep with the TV on?: YESSSS.

What are you doing right now?: key-in words.
Have you ever crawled through a window?: yes. good memories.
Can you handle the truth?: yes. bring-it!
Are you too forgiving?: forgive people = dapat pahala. hahahahaha!
Are you closer to your mother or father?: both. i don't know.

Who was the last person you cried in front of?: nobody.
How many people can you say you've really loved?: alot of people. ha-ha.

Do you eat healthy?: neverrrrrrrrrr. my lifestyle is full of fat. -.-
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: What do you want the answer to be?
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: Maybe.
If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?: Fatin and Munirah. My excellent listeners/readers. lol

Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: loud at home. quiet at school. It used to be loud for both :(
Are you confident?: NO.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I had cute bangs.
2. I wore mini dresses.
3. I put on over the top lipsticks on.
4. I climbed through the grills.
5. I liked to play with Barbies.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Study for end of year.
2. Clean my desk up, a total mess, it is.
3. Buy the Clique's series left overs. Pleaseeee!
4. Lose weight.
5. Buy more kurungs. hahahaha!

5 snacks I enjoy:
1. Walker's Cheese and Onion.
2. Cadbury Bubbly
3. Gummies. haaaaaaaaa.
4. Cupcake Chic's cuppies.
5. Millie cookies!

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Buy a hot red Ferrari.
2. Buy a villa in the English district.
3. Get a whole wardrobe full of the latest designs.
4. Books. Books. And more books!
5. Holidays all over the world.

5 of my bad habits:
1. sitting in front of the comp all day.
2. sleeping.
3. eating too much chocolate.
4. doesn't care about homeworks.
5. doesn't give a damn about anything.

5 places I have lived in:
1. Bkt Antarabangsa
2. Crumpsall, Manchester
3. Cheetham Hill, Manchester
4. Keramat (when I was born)
5. Bkt Rahman Putra

5 jobs I've had:
1. A friend
2. A sister
3. A pathetic striker which done a hat rick :P
4. A goal shooter
5. A student, like le duhhh.

5 people I tag: Can't I just say everybody?


No more questions. Please.

Dude, kalau aku dah cakap tak suka. Aku tak suka okay?
I don't really understand people nowadays. Tak faham-faham. Too many typical questions will put my mind on a blast alright. And this spell below is good for the curses. (Pause for laughs) It's just ever so good to be looking at such an avant-garde images. It cheers me up! Oh yes, I miss Khadijah! (hehehe, jangan jealous) Ignore.

via: unicornology

elements required to cast spell #786 by Marc Johns


hippies up?

Anybody wanna take me there? Puh-leaseeeeee?


this is my heart. maybe a good heart?

Change is never easy. You fight to hold on. You fight to let go.
I've always hated changes. Only God knows why.



Waited for a new post?

I don’t like the country. Creeps me out. In the country, dead bodies live in swamps, and ditches, and shallow graves. A man dumps the body of a girl in a ditch. The body rotts; Melts into slime. Flowers pop up where the body lies, seeds fly out of the flowers, and a bee sucks the flowers and makes honey. And then the family of the girl buys the honey from the store. And the family eats the girl.

-Tracey Berkowitz

Pretty much scary, heh?


Hey kawan-kawan, saya cinta anda.


Siapa kata cinta 'ni hanya untuk pasangan saja
Siapa kata cinta hanya untuk si dia saja?

Kadang-kadang aku ingin menyatakan pada teman-teman

"Hey kawan-kawan, saya cinta anda"

Maka bila di setiap masa kamu itu tidak diadilkan

Maka bila di setiap masa itu kamu disampahkan

Ini rangkul aku

Mari ke sini aku dakapkan kamu

Berikan hati-hati kamu itu letak di tangan aku

Aku simpankan

Dan kawan-kawan,
Di waktu hujan ribut dan taufan
Aku di sini untukmu, kawan

Di waktu engkau disampahkan
Di waktu engkau ditekan-tekan
Tangan ini memegangmu, kawan

Memegangmu, kawan-kawan
Memegangmu, kawan-kawan
Memegangmu, kawan-kawan

Cinta kawan itu lebih tinggi dari langit
Lebih dalam dari rawan
Lebih dingin dari api
Itu cinta aku padamu, kawan

Mungkin si dia akan kata:
"Hey, kawan kamu itu busuk"
"Hey, kawan kamu itu najis"
"Hey, kawanmu itu persis seumpama binatang di tepi-tepi jalan"

Aku katakan: "Hati mereka di tangan ini
Jangan kau katakan pada mereka
Hati mereka ini di sini
Mereka kawan-kawan, tetap di sini"

Hey kawan-kawan,
Cinta pada kamu takkan bertepi

Hey kawan-kawan
Cinta aku untuk kamu
Persis si langit biru
Sedalam laut biru
Semua-semua itu

Cintaku untuk kamu
Untuk kamu

Di waktu kamu rasakan tidak ada satu benda
Yang membuatkan kamu rasa sangat sentosa
Aku ada di sini kawan-kawan
Memberi telinga
Berkatalah apa saja

Hey kawan-kawan letakkan hatimu di tangan ini
Akan aku jaga
Akan ku jahit di sini

Hey kawan-kawan, dengarlah kataku
Hanya untuk kamu
Hanya untuk kamu, kawan-kawan

Bila kamu jatuh, aku di sini menunggu
Bila kamu menjatuh, aku di sini untuk kamu
Tetap bersama kamu
Hey kawan-kawan, aku di sini untuk kamu

Tapi bila aku jatuh apakah kau akan berada di situ memegang hati aku?
Menjahitkan hati di dadamu?
Apakah aku bernilai seperti sebagaimana kamu bernilai di sini ?
Di dalam hati ini

Hey kawan-kawan
Aku untuk kamu
Aku untuk kamu
Aku untuk kamu

Aku tidak mengata yang bukan-bukan
Hati ini untuk kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu, kamu, kawan-kawan
Untuk kamu kawan-kawan
Untuk kamu kawan

Fynn Jamal

I just can't handle this puisi above. It's love. Ms. Fynn, I love you for this! Rindu gila masa zaman dulu, ceh, zaman dulu? Masa dekat Seksyen 5, I used to recite it alot in class. With my lovies, Hannah, Intan, Farah, best gila. Rindu! Lepastu, last day, I read this thing out, they cried. Aw, it's the truth lah korang. The gang, I love you guys loads and all the other friends. You'll remain and have your own space in thy heart. And those memories will never dissapear, trust me. Never. Disebabkan all those memories we had together starting from 1 to infinty. Seriously. And, I do miss you lot. Raya nanti datang ya! Masa open house ke apa. Tapi thy house is not that big-lah. So, sorry kalau it can't fit you lot, okay jahat gila. Anyway, kawan-kawan, saya cinta anda!

Work it!

To tell the truth, I'm happier now. Happier than the other days and I guess, no more of emo Aisyah. Back to the cheery, grinning, head-whacking type. But then be aware of me on this month, my mood swings randomly. Like yesterday, I was happy for a few minutes, then I felt too fagging tired. Uh, puasa-lah katakan. But then an hour later, I was back to old self. Okay, I'm feeling great now. Did I just repeated that? Anyway, Raya in 18 days. No, I don't do countdowns until Raya. I enjoy puasa, seriously I do. Although I'm losing nay weight at all. I still enjoy it. When it's Ramadhan, everybody changes into a different body, don't they? I mean, they change. It's fun changing and all, but not those over-the-top changes. They're pretty annoying. And I deteste those people that just goes ontop of the clift for some little shits that they didn't do. Faham-faham je lah. I need to go to Borders, desperately. The only thing is, my parents couldn't be bothered to drag theirselves in the car and drive us there. I just need a few more dah-lings to complete my Clique Series, hell-yeah! Okay, that's the end of today's typing.



Paaaaaaaaaaa, I need and want a new phone. Sidekicks pleaseeee! Anyways, I'm tired of typing out a really really really long post. Serious shit. I am.


Pick the picker pick pick?

Guitar tutor, anybody?


For goodness sake.


tumblr me timbers!

I'm such a new-blog-choholic. Yes, la tumblr is made. Aisyah.tumblr.com, if you wish. But then this will be the port for the daily rants. La tumblr is just an addition to my collection. ;-) God-damn it, my neck hurts! After a day stalking random people's tumblr for no-reason at all. Homework time. Toodles.



Maybe I'm just too silent. I don't spill the whole truth, but no lies involved. Just not the whole truth. My mouth won't open up wide and speak up. I used to be the one that say whatever I wanted to stay. I used to stand up for myself and speak up. I'm not like this anymore. My brave receptors are evolving to the shy and scared instead. I usually say to myself, I can't be the so-called slave anymore. But nothing would come out of la bouche, which is pretty much sad enough. Now, time for stand up, speak up. For those out there, please watch your mouth on whatever topic you're talking about or about your insults. Don't think you're the only one that has feelings because unfortunately, every living thing in this earth has feelings. Please keep that in mind. Why the hell am I saying please for?


I just looooove it

Great news! Yesterday's dream came true. The part about jacket potato, my mum cooked it for buka puasa. Yes, she did! I was very happy indeed. Plus my mum made homemade Subway-ish sandwiches. She was like, it's only an experiment and it turned out great! It will be even greater if we added salami and maybe black pepper. And guess what, 2 potatoes plus butter plus cheese plus a quater length sandwich (as in the subway-ish type) went down straight in my huge tummy that almost can fit anything at all -exaggerating. Now, I can't slouch because I'm that full. Seriously, I haven't ate anything that well cooked and admired for a long time. Thanks mummy! Love you! And some bad news, my dad is buying a Nikon D90 and it's not for me. Damn it. Yes. The latest D90. Sure whatevs. I'm still going to hog it, I'm sorry Mufasa. I will!


Jacket potato!

Not loosing any weight at all. I wasn't expecting this to happen. I'm gaining weight! Those food from Pasar Ramadhan is fattening my fat and just unresistable! And I'll be turning to a potato-like human now. Now, my turn to cook. So, la famille! Prepare to get amazed by thy mademoiselle's cooking! Tonight, it will be Jacket potato with tuna mayo fillings and cheddar cheese and well zelizous butter with a touch of olive oil! And lamb chop steaks plus the indescribable sauce to go with it. For deserts, chocolate brownies made by the lady herself and warm custard on top with a snow of vanilla dust. And to reduce the thirst, homemade Starbucks-like chocolate chip cream with whipped cream on top and extra sprinkles of chocolate dust. Dream on! And last night's wonderful short chat with la bestfriend, Munirah on the phone. I miss you, nizzy! (The nickname that was made back in 2005) Oh, pure memories.

And baby, I'm in love! Pathetic, much?


Back on track

Look what we have here. This lassy has a good mood today, so don't spoil it. I feel so good. Only God knows why. Cos I have no idea at all.



Nightmare starts again today. I haven't even got the courage to look at the schedules today. I shall call this, pathetic. As usual. The room's messy, my brain is stuffed, my fingers are glued to the keyboard, my legs are freezing cold, headphones laying on the floor, bed- very messy indeed. I'm a mess plus the lack of the clean freak I used to be. Last night, it was such a bore except for the food fest in la ol' home, Wangsa Maju. I found a whole bunch of old pictures clotting the space. Including the pictures back in Manchester.

(La dumb-asses, geeks and chavs of 8 White /07-08)

I just love scanning through the memories.