Plenty of thoughts.

HELL YESSSSSSSS! Mid-year nightmares ended yesterday. Time to hit the nurave, baby! WTF-- Revolves back to old-self.

Started the day off with forcing the the dreaded body to the shower shower as early as 630 because the whole clan aka family decided to go for a "jog" in Lake Garden. Notice the quotationed jog? What I meant to key-in was stroll.

I've practically travelled and skipped around the whole park. It was that awesome. Not. I was kooky-ing around in the Deer Park with my obnoxious little brother. We spied on them deers and imagined that we were some Agent007 wannabes that is gonna attack the blue clads (DBKL workers). A huge LOL for that. And I felt like grabbing a mouse deer and shoving it in my pocket. They were that adorable!

I regretted for not bringing my cam :-(

And 2 weeks of minor freedom. Is there anybody that is willing to take this lass for a walk? I want to go to Wangsa Maju! But then, starting from Monday, I'll be having classes every morning which means, I can't sleepover at Wanga Maju. Dayyyyum. Unlucky, unlucky.

On the radio, we heard us singing.

I miss updating my LJ, Tumblr and other blogs. I don't know why my heart is only attached to this one while the others remained in their graves. I am effin' LOYAL, mate. HAHAHA. I think this is where my infinite wisdom belong. Insert a few witty grins.

Subway accompanied me the whole of lastnight, Subway Melt minus all the greens and extra-extra cheese plus Coke, yes coke! I aint healthy, I know. Je deteste veggies, I blame my taste buds that couldn't really cope much greens. That explains the extra baggage.

Back to me lads = books. WTF.

Thank you.

You know how to make the saddest person smile, thanks :-)

Ahhhhhhhh, bodoh gila keyboard aku. The letter S is malfunctioning. Damn it, damn it. (Bashes keyboard!) Time to get a new lappy. I scream for a new lappy, Pa! And, my dear lappy kept on repeating the phrase "Seduce me" while I was studying Geography. How highly sadistically unbelievely (fill in the blank)? I don't even effin' know what that means. Make way for Aisyah!

I should start dating my darling revision books more often. Exam starts on Friday and I'm chilling out like there's no tomorrow. That's just so-- Aisyah, yeah? Moving on.. I AM HAPPY.

A small crisis.

The flower will die sooner or later, just like..

Tied in a knot.

There are some things in life that you want, but you can't have it.

And when them caffeine droplets rushes through your blood.. I started my day off being all giddy and all hyped up. Played badminton like a noob during PE and ended up having a drenched shirt during Kemahiran Hidup where I was sneezing 24/7 due to the saw dust that was practically beside me. I mean, I was sitting near the sander, so yeah. Continued my day grinning all day and daydreaming with a couple of sighs and a vast amount of yawns.

I solemnly swear that my brain is decaying slowly. I have proofs. I wish I could go for a hike somewhere alone, peacefully with no disturbance nor any contacts with humans. Cue: I need a holiday somewhere far, far, away! But, the Mid-year Exams are just round the corner and I'm chilling out like some clad in black crashing an unknown wedding. Y'get the scene? I'm just totally lost mate.

An overflow of words.

“ I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again.

“Maybe crying is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally. Or maybe it’s your communication of last resort; the only way to express yourself when words fail the same as when you were a baby and had no words. — Aristotle

“ No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn’t. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I stil can’t help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can’t help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

“ Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it. — Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

“ yet regardless if you love them, hate them, or know that you would die without them, it matters not, because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you, when you look at them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythymic beatings of their very heart, we love them for a million reasons, no words would do it justice, it is a thing not of the mind, but of the heart, a feeling, only felt, love.

Oh, dear..

HI. I CAN'T RESIST SMILING TODAY!

..till, Sitikus fikir lain. LOL. Auni and I figured out that we should replace our dreadful mood yesterday. I mean, the negative feelings just bring me down to the earth's core. Y'get wut I mean? So like yeah, I was overwhelmed by my happiness today. Kept on singing, well more like howling "Demi Lovato - Don't Forget" in RE. The lovely teacher didn't enter the class. So yeah, I was prolly screeching my lungs out quietly. That's odd. And luckily, I didn't make the world cry aka it didn't rain. The clouds must have loved my horrid but rad voice.

I'm killing myself here. We became hyper and ecstatic than ever until Science, the last period of the day. Where I fell asleep soundly on the cramped table with the teacher in front of me teaching. My mates kept poking me and I just kept ignoring. I mean, can't a girl get her beauty sleep in the lab? I secretly left a scar on my nose while snoozing. I blame my watch.

I have a course work to finish by tomorrow. And I didn't do a single shit. Well, I did, but yeah. It aint finished. Could anybody please dig a grave for me, just in case, I don't make it this time. Thanks.

I want a packed lunch like these above. But, I tell you what, I won't even take a bite out of it. Too cute to be munched on.

If there's a way..

Something that cheered me up a bit.

Aisyraaawr.

I wish. I could see and watch the stars every night before I go to sleep. I wish I could stumble on a wishing star every second and wish for..

♥

I like pink. (DIESSSS)

Kleenex please.

(Tools of the trade: my old scratched Sony Cybershot)

Fever + Gastric + Runny nose + Headache = £$%&#!!!

One solution.. CAAAAAAAAADBURYYYYYYYY.

Aku boleh jadi gila makan Cadbury hari-hari. Jap. Aku memang dah gila kan. So.. tah.

(Pictures from yesterday @ Putrajaya)

Before I lose myself fully,

“When you call and say my name, wish me goodnight, tell me how much you have enjoyed today, the world lights up at its edges and I can see your smile through the phone. And let me share a secret with you, your voice reminds me of my favourite song. Thank you.

♥

Are there giants to in the dance?

I'm not bored of you :-)
And I enjoy every milisecond when I’m laughing with you.

I've been listening a lot of Meg and Dia's new album, Here, Here and Here. Ahhhhhhhh. I miss putting my ears on for their old songs which are LOVE. I remembered singing along to their songs in the hall during free time with Khadijah. Remember? Old songs often brings back good memories. I loikeeeeeee.

Oh yeah, I just remembered the most randomest thing a homosapien said to me, "You have some resemblance with Keira Knightly. Jangan perasan, okay." Gila gila gila random. I see no resemblance at all. I'll take that as a compliment anyways. HAHAHA.