8.5.09

An overflow of words.

I’ve never understood the reasoning for someone to “move on” from a relationship. It’s not like you are really going to “move on”, you are just trying to tell your heart to stop thinking about that person every second of every minute of everyday until it finally becomes a routine and you don’t notice it anymore. That is, until you see that person again, with someone who isn’t you, and then you have to remind yourself again.

Maybe crying is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally. Or maybe it’s your communication of last resort; the only way to express yourself when words fail the same as when you were a baby and had no words. — Aristotle

No matter how hard you try to get over someone, you will still have some sort of feeling for them, remembering the ways things used to be, and how they are now. And you sometimes hope that the new person in their life was still you, and everything was how it used be, erasing all the bad things that happened. Time is supposed to make things better, but in love it doesn’t. Although we have been apart for a while, and now have diferent loves in our life, I stil can’t help wondering how your life is, and when I catch you glancing at me, I can’t help but wonder if your heart beats a little faster, as mine does when I see you.

Because a song can take you back instantly to a moment, a place, or even a person. No matter what else has changed in you or the world, that one song stays the same, just like that moment. Which is pretty amazing, when you actually think about it. — Sarah Dessen, Just Listen

yet regardless if you love them, hate them, or know that you would die without them, it matters not, because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you, when you look at them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of sound, you know that your own life is inevitably consumed within the rhythymic beatings of their very heart, we love them for a million reasons, no words would do it justice, it is a thing not of the mind, but of the heart, a feeling, only felt, love.


6 comments:

Asma Hamid said...

papa reads your blog for you information.

Mohammad Raqib Iskandar Bin Zulkifli said...

what's with these lovey-dovey words? Oh gotcha! Aisyah's got a new crush! Xp

Aisyah Hamid said...

Mama Mufasa: Boohoo. Scary gila -_-'
Raqib: Tolong jangan cari gaduh boleh? Lol. Joke xD

Mishika said...
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Mishika said...

Moving on: I think I finally have solved this one, because I started dating someone this afternoon. I'm not really sure about what I'm doing, but guess this is the only way to "move on", it's been almost 9 months after all!

Anonymous said...

your english is damn good i'd say