I'm sad.

I feel like a useless object. Lifeless. I would be sitting down, staring at an object. Think why, why did she do that? Why? What did I do wrong? As I could remember, I was trying to be a good friend. But the stupid thing is, you said you don't like people to be kind or nice to you. What the fuck. You're not a human with a heart. No-no. You aint got any heart at all. No wonder you're trying to find other people aka those people who you used to talk crap about and I just listened. Trying to be the Number One? Newsflash bitch. You can't. Merci.